Okay some good stuff some bad stuff. Still pissed off about my %$##@*(&%$ bike being stole the other day but got the new one the day after so I guess things arent so bad. Met this hottie Borgata babe who is an experienced model the other day at the tattoo place and her and her friend are totally stoked on doing some stuff with me so we'll see how it goes. Meeting with Kai this week in town and were going to talk about some illustrations for one of the childrens books that I wrote. Sooo funny House of Blues kids getting dissed around town so now their trying to get me to hang out with them in the hopes that somehow that'll make all the despicable things okay. Hmmmmm. You schwag my name all over town for months you disrespect me every which way from Sunday. Talk smack about me, about my wife contribute to driving her nuts and destroying our family and hurting our daughter. Really. Now you want me to come out and party. Okay we already had House of Blues or House of Sleaze, House of Blosers, How about House of Phonies. Of course did see Kat yesterday and all I can say is Wow. Its reallly nice to see how much she's blossomed after leaving my Phony friend #2 Eric.
As far the sleeping pills go...I am WITH you. I found Ambien basically useless. I am on seroquel now. A whole 25mg pill knocks me out for 18 hours, but half of one and I sleep for five--vivid, horrible dreams and I wake up the instant it wears off (look at the time!).
Thanks for your advice.