early morning post thanksgiving. still feeling full...shouldn't have gone back for seconds. then again, i just can't resist stuffing. and cranberries. and.....
not the greatest thanksgiving of all time...mom is in town, we're both sick, coughing, sneezing, the whole 9 yards. between that and work looming, my patience is at an all-time low, which makes me kind of snappy and curt. i know i'm doing it, and it's lame, but i don't really feel like hiding my frustration helps.
talked to j, my 'friend' who lives in montana. we met last feb, have hung out a few times in person, but most of our relationship exists on the phone. yesterday he said he wanted to come out here after xmas, which could be fun, but then again, it seems silly. the pattern is, we get together, hang out, have sex, talk about how much we like one another, realize it's not feasible to have a relationship because of distance, then go our separate ways. i guess there's no harm in this...but it's still frustrating nonetheless...
i also talked to my ex yesterday -- he called to say happy t day. it was awkward, which isn't surprising. ran into him two weeks ago at a death cab show and it was odd -- not quite sure how to act around one another. the conversation ended with the statement, "i'm not quite sure i know where you fit in my life." funny, i was thinking the same thing. bizarre to think that someone i thought would always be a part of my future now only resides in my past.
not the greatest thanksgiving of all time...mom is in town, we're both sick, coughing, sneezing, the whole 9 yards. between that and work looming, my patience is at an all-time low, which makes me kind of snappy and curt. i know i'm doing it, and it's lame, but i don't really feel like hiding my frustration helps.
talked to j, my 'friend' who lives in montana. we met last feb, have hung out a few times in person, but most of our relationship exists on the phone. yesterday he said he wanted to come out here after xmas, which could be fun, but then again, it seems silly. the pattern is, we get together, hang out, have sex, talk about how much we like one another, realize it's not feasible to have a relationship because of distance, then go our separate ways. i guess there's no harm in this...but it's still frustrating nonetheless...
i also talked to my ex yesterday -- he called to say happy t day. it was awkward, which isn't surprising. ran into him two weeks ago at a death cab show and it was odd -- not quite sure how to act around one another. the conversation ended with the statement, "i'm not quite sure i know where you fit in my life." funny, i was thinking the same thing. bizarre to think that someone i thought would always be a part of my future now only resides in my past.
Hubba