wrigley

i felt icky all day today, so i didn't go to class. which made me feel guilty. but, it's only 9:30 here and i have all my homework for tomorrow done, and i'm getting A's in all my classes, so i guess i can take a sick day. it's weird to actually be back to normal and doing well in school again.

i think i need to be more discriminating about who i allow into my life. too many lame people lately. and i don't have time for that bullshit. sometimes i think i'm too trusting, and when people say they care, i believe them. even though logically i know they are full of shit, i want so badly to believe that i let myself.

i think i'm getting sucked into the shaun vortex again. i don't know what i'm going to do about that.