ok, so who are you in relationships.....the needy one or the apathetic one? and how does that work out for you?
i'm always the needy one. it works shitty for me. i always care about people more than they care about me, and i always want them around more than they care to be around. i have this stupid thing where despite how many times i've been burned, i give people the benefit of the doubt that they aren't going to fuck me over. usually they do anyway. and the cycle starts all over again.
the thing is, i'm at this point where i'm not really just looking for someone to fuck and fool around with. been there, done that, it's not hard to find. however, it is hard to find someone that i genuinely find cool and interesting and am attracted to, and to have them feel the same way about me. and it's really frustrating when i know that i'm into someone and i can't read what i am to them, and when i try to bring it up they are completely unresponsive. so, then i end up getting anxious and upset, and find out no information. i mean, if i'm just some girl to fuck, tell me. i feel like boys are really bad at being like listen, i don't want to date you at all, but i think you're cool and hott. they always give me bullshit about how they don't want to date anyone right now but they will totally date me in the future and blah blah blah, and i fall for it every time.
i get the feeling that when i tell guys that listen, i can tell that i like you more than you like me and i think this needs to get out in the open and discussed, they assume that i'm saying it because i'm being dependent and they don't have time for me right then so i'm throwing a temper tantrum. but that's not the case. if a guy would just be like listen, i really dig you but i'm busy and i want to see you again, i'd be down with that and content to do my own thing until then. but instead i'm like i wanna hang out and they are like no, and it happens the same way everytime i ask and it makes me feel and look desperate.
reason #43892813 why trying to form relationships is a pain in the ass and never works out for me.
i'm always the needy one. it works shitty for me. i always care about people more than they care about me, and i always want them around more than they care to be around. i have this stupid thing where despite how many times i've been burned, i give people the benefit of the doubt that they aren't going to fuck me over. usually they do anyway. and the cycle starts all over again.
the thing is, i'm at this point where i'm not really just looking for someone to fuck and fool around with. been there, done that, it's not hard to find. however, it is hard to find someone that i genuinely find cool and interesting and am attracted to, and to have them feel the same way about me. and it's really frustrating when i know that i'm into someone and i can't read what i am to them, and when i try to bring it up they are completely unresponsive. so, then i end up getting anxious and upset, and find out no information. i mean, if i'm just some girl to fuck, tell me. i feel like boys are really bad at being like listen, i don't want to date you at all, but i think you're cool and hott. they always give me bullshit about how they don't want to date anyone right now but they will totally date me in the future and blah blah blah, and i fall for it every time.
i get the feeling that when i tell guys that listen, i can tell that i like you more than you like me and i think this needs to get out in the open and discussed, they assume that i'm saying it because i'm being dependent and they don't have time for me right then so i'm throwing a temper tantrum. but that's not the case. if a guy would just be like listen, i really dig you but i'm busy and i want to see you again, i'd be down with that and content to do my own thing until then. but instead i'm like i wanna hang out and they are like no, and it happens the same way everytime i ask and it makes me feel and look desperate.
reason #43892813 why trying to form relationships is a pain in the ass and never works out for me.
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Maybe im too pessimistic.