it's been 3 months this week.
i dreamt about it last week.
i spent today sitting in the dark crying. and dying my hair black. and cutting it off. i have a test i should be studying for. i'm not.
i wish he had to deal with this in the same way i do, but he gets to pretend it never happened. i can't do that, my body betrays me. though i am losing the weight slowly.
i need someone who understands.
i dreamt about it last week.
i spent today sitting in the dark crying. and dying my hair black. and cutting it off. i have a test i should be studying for. i'm not.
i wish he had to deal with this in the same way i do, but he gets to pretend it never happened. i can't do that, my body betrays me. though i am losing the weight slowly.
i need someone who understands.
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roby:
that means i'm taking you out on a date, okay? when you're here.
wrigley:
yeah, so my architecture test sodomized me. and not in a good way.