wrigley

man, i think i got entirely too drunk last night for my own good. we drank for like 7 hours. i don't remember about half of it.

i haven't talked to michael in a week.
i don't remember the last time i saw him.
i was talking to his friend pat last night and he said that michael is enjoying being single since he's been...
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i got a bike today. i named her esther. jessica named the back tire dennis though. it is my grandma's old bike. it is like 40 years old at least and is purple. i love it.

hellix also double pierced my lip today. i put pics up in a new piercings and shit folder.

jess and i made shishkabobs (is that how you spell that)...
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so apparently despite the fact that i was "penciled in" i got erased. perhaps next time i should request to be penned in. it sort of sucked because i was in a good mood thinking i was going to finally see michael, he's really dedicated to his research so a lot of the time he's in the lab. but when he came home and i...
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i thought i was going to die in a tornado again yesterday. the storms were really bad. carrabb and i hid in the closet. yes, i'm like a 5 year old.

i'm been scheduled in with michael for thursday. thank god. i'm running out of porn.

also, i had a fabulous hair day today. pics in the "dance party" section. look. NOW

today i thought i was going to die in a tornado.

i did not.

so i've spent the last like 5 hours doing research, and even though i know i got stuff done, i feel like i didn't. i just want to get this project out of the way so that i don't have to worry about it anymore, even though my deadline isn't for about a month. towards the end i just gave up and started watching friends...
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ok, so who are you in relationships.....the needy one or the apathetic one? and how does that work out for you?

i'm always the needy one. it works shitty for me. i always care about people more than they care about me, and i always want them around more than they care to be around. i have this stupid thing where despite how many times...
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i feel so much better now that i've gone home and seen my family. my mom and i had a really long, good talk, and it was just what i needed. she has a great way of reminding me exactly how much i have to offer. i just need to get rid of all the guilt and pain i'm carrying around and open up again....
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so i'm at my parents house just hanging out for a few days. it's been nice. the pit bull has put on a lot of weight and looks way healthier now. i saw my brother and his gf off to prom. i punched my friend cj in the face on accident. i went to crystal lake and hung out with those kids. i re-measured my...
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today B2 died (recall previous journal entry about the death of the fish Beyonce 1)

best part is, B2 died without the other roommate ever knowing it wasn't B1