I lifted a bunch of surround sound systems today. Now I hurt. So tomorrow I am not lifting anything. There shall be a moritorium on lifting of all kinds. Wal-Mart will be lucky if I can manage to lift myself out of bed to come in tomorrow.
Underneath the spoiler warning down there are some snippets from my old Diaryland diary.
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
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From the angsty high school period.
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"The world is like a boat. A great, big, rotting, sinking boat. There are holes in the bow, the engine keeps sputtering out, and we cut up the sails to make fashionable sweaters two months ago."
(Uh, why would the boat have sails if it has an engine? Duh.)
"I'm sick of ALL this. Fuck men, fuck women, fuck school, fuck work, fuck drugs. Fuck wanting anything or anyone or any future. Life should be living for the moment. And fuck the moment, because it's fleeting."
(HAHAHAHA! Jesus christ. That last line sounds like it should be on one of those "No Fear" tshirts.)
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Here are a few somewhat insightful bits:
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"I look back at who I was a few years ago and I think to myself, "where did that person go?" and then I think "she must have gotten lost in all of this marijauana smoke."
"Being a grownup is giving yourself over to the monotony it requires to be self-sufficient. It requires no special training or insights, save that you must consign yourself to something that is probably less than you imagined your life would be. You work, you go to school, you come home and eat ramen. And on a good day, you have a bottle of Smirnoff and don't have to sleep by yourself."
"I hate rolling in my own nostalgia, like a dog in so much stinky garbage juice. Now is about the time when someone is supposed to grab me by the back of the neck and hose me down."
I don't have much to say today. I want to go and see Sin City, but I HATE going to movies during opening week. Because I cannot stand teenagers. Teenagers are cock-anuses.
