1. You don't need to tag sets with "nipples" or "tattoos". This is Suicidegirls.com you sillies! Nipples and tattoos sort of come with the territory.
2. I got in trouble for "personal use" of the internet at work today. Oddly enough they said I had been on Myspace. But I hate and loathe Myspace. In fact, I wrote my manager back and said "I would never go on Myspace but I HAVE been reading blogs". (For the record I looked at Dooce, Qwantz and CNN.com)
3. I finally got a copy of Microsoft Office. My little brother drew a cock and balls on the CD-ROM with a Sharpie before he mailed it to me.
4. Do you have an account on TypePad? Do you like it? Is it worth the money? Please let me know. I'd like a separate journal on my personal website (TO BE ANNOUNCED) that my relatives can read. They don't need to read this journal.
5. I've been pretty depressed lately. Unmotivated and tired and not really happy about much. I really miss my dad a lot. This January was the one year anniversary of his death. It's hard to move on from something like that. I've been thinking that maybe I should see a psychiatrist, maybe get on some meds. I don't know. My family doesn't have a very good history with anti depressants.
6. I have an appointment with a cardiologist on Tuesday! Is it weird that I'm excited? I have this (minor!) heart defect that I had diagnosed but never had the opportunity to sit down and discuss with a real live cardiologist (a nurse did the echocardiogram and sent it to a doctor to be assessed. So I never saw one!). I'm looking forward to asking her lots of questions. I've been doing lots of research on Mitral Valve Prolapse and have discovered that the valve defect works in a totally different way than I understood it to. Educating yourself about your health is a good thing! Hooray for education!
7. My mother sent me a belated X-Mas present in the mail. Stupid Sock Creatures! I'm excited to make my first creature. It was backordered when my mother bought it.
8. Roller Derby is going pretty well. It's hard for me to get excited about it right now (see #5) but I'm getting to be a better jammer than I was when I first started. It's hard as hell. I think a lot of people really underestimate how in shape you have to be and the bizarre skill set you need to develop to be a rollergirl. I'm so glad I'm not a blocker. I couldn't do it.
9. Did I tell you guys about the problem I was having with Dell? How I reformatted my hard drive and then Windows told me that my product key was invalid? THE VERY PRODUCT KEY WHICH IS STILL IN STICKER FORM ON MY COMPUTERS CHASSIS DESPITE ALL OF THE ABUSE IT HAS RECEIVED OVER THE YEARS? And how Dell didn't want to help me out? Did I tell you that because my computer is no longer under warranty they have washed their hands of me? Yeah, I don't think my next computer will be a Dell. A dirty, secret part of me wants my next computer to be a Mac. EEEEEE! Sinful. My father would be horrified.
I hope everyone is doing well. I want to shoot another set soon but my skin has looked REALLY bad lately. I know that's why we have Photoshop elves but it's hard for me to get feeling all sexified when my skin looks bad. Also I'm really sick of looking at my profile picture because it's about a hundred thousand years old so I'd like to get that changed. SOON. Yes. SOON.
Games I am currently playing:
Animal Crossing Wild World (DS)
Guitar Hero 2 (PS2)
Rule of Rose (PS2)
I am obsessed with Guitar Hero 2.
PS YOU GUYS: I was looking through my "pics" folder and I am So. Glad. I started shaving my head. Seriously. I feel like I look a thousand times cuter with almost no hair. I may let it grow out to this length again, but probably not for a while.
2. I got in trouble for "personal use" of the internet at work today. Oddly enough they said I had been on Myspace. But I hate and loathe Myspace. In fact, I wrote my manager back and said "I would never go on Myspace but I HAVE been reading blogs". (For the record I looked at Dooce, Qwantz and CNN.com)
3. I finally got a copy of Microsoft Office. My little brother drew a cock and balls on the CD-ROM with a Sharpie before he mailed it to me.
4. Do you have an account on TypePad? Do you like it? Is it worth the money? Please let me know. I'd like a separate journal on my personal website (TO BE ANNOUNCED) that my relatives can read. They don't need to read this journal.
5. I've been pretty depressed lately. Unmotivated and tired and not really happy about much. I really miss my dad a lot. This January was the one year anniversary of his death. It's hard to move on from something like that. I've been thinking that maybe I should see a psychiatrist, maybe get on some meds. I don't know. My family doesn't have a very good history with anti depressants.
6. I have an appointment with a cardiologist on Tuesday! Is it weird that I'm excited? I have this (minor!) heart defect that I had diagnosed but never had the opportunity to sit down and discuss with a real live cardiologist (a nurse did the echocardiogram and sent it to a doctor to be assessed. So I never saw one!). I'm looking forward to asking her lots of questions. I've been doing lots of research on Mitral Valve Prolapse and have discovered that the valve defect works in a totally different way than I understood it to. Educating yourself about your health is a good thing! Hooray for education!
7. My mother sent me a belated X-Mas present in the mail. Stupid Sock Creatures! I'm excited to make my first creature. It was backordered when my mother bought it.
8. Roller Derby is going pretty well. It's hard for me to get excited about it right now (see #5) but I'm getting to be a better jammer than I was when I first started. It's hard as hell. I think a lot of people really underestimate how in shape you have to be and the bizarre skill set you need to develop to be a rollergirl. I'm so glad I'm not a blocker. I couldn't do it.
9. Did I tell you guys about the problem I was having with Dell? How I reformatted my hard drive and then Windows told me that my product key was invalid? THE VERY PRODUCT KEY WHICH IS STILL IN STICKER FORM ON MY COMPUTERS CHASSIS DESPITE ALL OF THE ABUSE IT HAS RECEIVED OVER THE YEARS? And how Dell didn't want to help me out? Did I tell you that because my computer is no longer under warranty they have washed their hands of me? Yeah, I don't think my next computer will be a Dell. A dirty, secret part of me wants my next computer to be a Mac. EEEEEE! Sinful. My father would be horrified.
I hope everyone is doing well. I want to shoot another set soon but my skin has looked REALLY bad lately. I know that's why we have Photoshop elves but it's hard for me to get feeling all sexified when my skin looks bad. Also I'm really sick of looking at my profile picture because it's about a hundred thousand years old so I'd like to get that changed. SOON. Yes. SOON.
Games I am currently playing:
Animal Crossing Wild World (DS)
Guitar Hero 2 (PS2)
Rule of Rose (PS2)
I am obsessed with Guitar Hero 2.
PS YOU GUYS: I was looking through my "pics" folder and I am So. Glad. I started shaving my head. Seriously. I feel like I look a thousand times cuter with almost no hair. I may let it grow out to this length again, but probably not for a while.
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Um, you can come use our elliptical anytime you want as long as you have spandex suitable to your SG figure.
The only way i am coming up to minneapolis is if i can stay with you... I really don't want to stay with heidi it is too much fucking work. she is a nutter. But that grilled cheese sounds amazing.
I went to a communist Dinner party last night. You have to bring communist esk food then they take it from you. Then there is a vote on the costumes. I was frida and my friend Araby was my fetus who was connected to me at all times via hot pink ribbon comeing from my crotch while I wore a monkey on my shoulder. We were voted best costumes so we got put at the front of the line, but the election was thrown so we get put at the back of the line were Lennon laughed at us while he ate borstch and potstickers and bread from the People's bakery. It was a strange night. Kinda like a dream with booze.