wreckless13

Okay, I admit...I haven't blogged in about a week and a half. Why? Things are going way better right now. The weather is so much better, the sun has been shining everyday for a while now. I got to take the Harley out over the weekend and hit up an old ass brewery with a LOT of history. Had only on beer because I have learned that alcohol and wheels are not a good mixture. Things are just good. I am doing well. My only problem now is I have been talking with the ex nad she has been staying over from time to time. This would not be a problem if I wasn't talking with other girls as well,. The ex is the only one I am sleeping with, and I think I have led her to believe that we have a very good chance of getting back together and she is the only one. Here is the major issue...old friend calling me up wanting to go riding on the Harley when it's nice out, wanting to get together since both our birthdays are in the last week of this month. I don;t really know if anything would happen with her...but I used to have a thing for her and it is starting to come back. The ex is coming by the house tonight to talk about where we atand as a couple and to get a "definition of our relationship" this scares me because if I am with the ex, everything is out the window with the old friend. I know a bird in the hand is better than two in the bush...but what if one of those in the bush is who I am truley supposed to be with? I have never had an issue like this before and I really don't know what I am to do. Any comments or suggestions feel free to let me know...

p.s. sorry my writing is so random and jumps around a lot