So... this is how this is all going.....
I'm currently talking to all my friends that i know in dallas and its just not going all to well... im already having to move out of my place becuz i cant afford it at the moment... but the good news is i have money to put down on an apartment if anyone is wanting to get a 2 bedroom apartment... so if anyone does want to let me know... but untill then i will be working my ass to get more money saved and what not...
other than that... my car has finally given out on me... i have no idea whats wrong with it and with the way ppl are talking with what i have told them what the car does... they say it will cost me to much to even bother fix it up... so im prolly gunna call someone up like a junk yard or something and have them come buy it from me and just put that money to what ever...
but im not really sure what to do anymore... im sleep deprived ive only been getting 4 hours of sleep at the most a day... and work is having me pull 12 hour shifts... and with everything going on im getting all down and what not... seems like most people in this town really dont want me around anymore... and i keep finding stuff that my x-g/f left... it reminds me nothing but the good times we had... but i hope shes happy with the one she has... but i guess thats life and that we must deal with the problems that come our way day to day...
im just hoping everything will be getting better soon.... maybe one day i will find that someone and have a future with her... i will be able to live that life that ives always dreamed about i will be able to help myself as i still help the people that come into my life and have walked out of... i will be able to have the job that i dreamed about.... but i guess everyone has that lil fairy-tale...
Plastic_Sxldier
I'm currently talking to all my friends that i know in dallas and its just not going all to well... im already having to move out of my place becuz i cant afford it at the moment... but the good news is i have money to put down on an apartment if anyone is wanting to get a 2 bedroom apartment... so if anyone does want to let me know... but untill then i will be working my ass to get more money saved and what not...
other than that... my car has finally given out on me... i have no idea whats wrong with it and with the way ppl are talking with what i have told them what the car does... they say it will cost me to much to even bother fix it up... so im prolly gunna call someone up like a junk yard or something and have them come buy it from me and just put that money to what ever...
but im not really sure what to do anymore... im sleep deprived ive only been getting 4 hours of sleep at the most a day... and work is having me pull 12 hour shifts... and with everything going on im getting all down and what not... seems like most people in this town really dont want me around anymore... and i keep finding stuff that my x-g/f left... it reminds me nothing but the good times we had... but i hope shes happy with the one she has... but i guess thats life and that we must deal with the problems that come our way day to day...
im just hoping everything will be getting better soon.... maybe one day i will find that someone and have a future with her... i will be able to live that life that ives always dreamed about i will be able to help myself as i still help the people that come into my life and have walked out of... i will be able to have the job that i dreamed about.... but i guess everyone has that lil fairy-tale...
Plastic_Sxldier