wraithkiss

Ok time for next post, again still a couple days behind schedule

So not too much exciting going on. I havent talked to Tess for a few days, and I need to write or call her soon. I miss hearing from her. I totally get why she's busy and is trying to play catch up from all her down time after the surgery, but I still miss her and wish I could have more of her time. I've been alternating between being filled with wanting her, and then me trying to take a more zen-like approach of trying to rid myself of my NEED to be with her. Trying to hold onto the love while skipping the need part kinda has a cap on how successful I can be though, even my rational mind has problems pushing past.