wraithkiss

So todays my birthday.

For the start of my day i let myself sleep in a couple hours, and got a little wow in. I got to hear from tess shortly after I was awake, which was good, but shes been cutting back on her drug intake and the pain is starting rear itself. Im worried about how well shes enduring, but i still havent been able to see her since the operation. Im not feeling that great about not being able to see her, but id rather have her healing in sleep. Of course ideally id like to be able to see her and still have her be able to rest. I worry about her and want to be able to help, and there isnt an opportunity for me to be able to help more. I wish i could see her more. Theres always more things I wish I could do.

Beyond that I allowed myself to indulge and spent cash to go see machete, whoch was freaking awesome. I finally got the mineral oil for my cutting board, i need to use still tonight.

.....im starting to wind down for the night though and I still need to get a real letter written for tess. So goodnight annonymous internet!