Another day another fuck up.
I've been presented with a certain chance, a certain perfect chance for something. But my head refuses to relax and enjoy it for what it is. Like a child burnt too many times on the stove would never become a cook, similar feeling I suppose.
The thing is, it is more torture to sit distant from this chance and watch everything I am missing pass further away. Then my thoughts are that perhaps if I set sight on the greater good being that the chance will not bear success with my handling, and I should step back from it.
People are not invincible, and I'm nothing special of a person. I'm going to snap like a branch in wind going between these descisions and changing thoughts, unless I face the right direction.
(i'm sorry I dissapeared today, I did not want you to be around negative things. It was my gift to you today that you spend it without this crap.)
I've been presented with a certain chance, a certain perfect chance for something. But my head refuses to relax and enjoy it for what it is. Like a child burnt too many times on the stove would never become a cook, similar feeling I suppose.
The thing is, it is more torture to sit distant from this chance and watch everything I am missing pass further away. Then my thoughts are that perhaps if I set sight on the greater good being that the chance will not bear success with my handling, and I should step back from it.
People are not invincible, and I'm nothing special of a person. I'm going to snap like a branch in wind going between these descisions and changing thoughts, unless I face the right direction.
(i'm sorry I dissapeared today, I did not want you to be around negative things. It was my gift to you today that you spend it without this crap.)
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and hey, update already, we all know you have the ability to write you crazy bastard