Ok so I know my current crush says I give up, but I do still like one girl. She started calling me again after i wrote that. I have liked her for years and said she has always liked me. We just never had a chance to get together. The last time we used to hang out she was just getting a divorce. My dumbass figured like me she needed some time by herself to live alittle. Before i knew it she was married again 
. After I got out of my long term relationship I could have met the best woman in the world and I would have Fucked it up purposely. I just needed time to live and have some fun without a girl for awhile. Thats me. She is not that way. She said she needs someone in her life. She could have told me that 5 years ago. We have been talking alot lately. I'm not sure much will ever come of it, but for the first time in forever i'm willing to give something a chance.
. After I got out of my long term relationship I could have met the best woman in the world and I would have Fucked it up purposely. I just needed time to live and have some fun without a girl for awhile. Thats me. She is not that way. She said she needs someone in her life. She could have told me that 5 years ago. We have been talking alot lately. I'm not sure much will ever come of it, but for the first time in forever i'm willing to give something a chance.
I'm definitely getting inked before I go... plenty of great, renowned artists here, and I know nothing about the midwest scene. We shall see- I don't know if it'll be a theme piece or not yet.