Run, run fast.
We ran away from it all.
Take off your clothes and
Let me see what is driving your flesh.
Just focus on what's next.
Under the childishness and in defiance,
Buried connections crack like concrete.
Our deep coldness within that never numbs.
Each lone step tears, gazing up ahead for eyes to contact.
Is it the way we create, practicing our lives?
Waiting till that instant hits just right,
Splattering apart across the structure.
This disaster is beautiful,
can I depend on your commitment?
For I seek clarity within safe bounds,
Long for piercing pain to ground through me.
Evolve like burning radiating glass,
spinning out amongst these stars.
Forgive me, today is my birthday.
Being born again without the ropes
of bigotry, without social pressure
towards roles, and fear, and shame in pleasure.
I dream of screaming, and breathing in deeply.
The bullets pound out, time hurtles us through air and skin
Dare to jump off this cliff with me?
Just hold my hand, I promise to let it go.
...and we'll keep running after we've hit the bottom.
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Silence
The ocean of breathing
Reality of space and time, swooning
You look so hard for your chance in life
Meanwhile the buses are leaving you behind
We walked home to the couch and its ghosts.
Abrupt destruction, supreme corruption
One and all! Fall down in line, follow the car in front of you.
The lord is thine shepherd, thou shalt not want.
And in the end we are all reduced to ashes.
Dust to Dust.
The words here are wasted, millions of lives forcefully meaningful.
Meaningless.
And I still love you so much.
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I want a girl
Borderless, kind and quick
Inside this darkness may hold no light
Within the space I fill invisible wings seem to flutter
They can see this grace-under-pressure
I am blind
If happiness is a warm gun
What does it mean to get hard over a cold barrel?
When I was a little girl I never knew
I would battle these pains of pleasing other girls
In school I just ignored them
Try to fit in and hide, slide on by.
What a waste of time, the biggest lie.
I want a woman.
Just look straight in my eye and tell me, it will be all be fine
Hold my hand, and shape me, let me see your life
Give me something to look forward too
Let me see the pain and doubt in you
My black shoes, black legs up on the desk
Please let tomorrow hold open a new door
This pain in my heart, frustration held back
Deserving of struggle, change and disgrace
Forgive me father, for you have sinned.
This world alone is not my place.
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Black hooded sweater
Black leather
Sit this one out with me
Wooden bleachers, your locker
and the room behind the alley
Jealousy
I am hungry, please feed
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by:me
We ran away from it all.
Take off your clothes and
Let me see what is driving your flesh.
Just focus on what's next.
Under the childishness and in defiance,
Buried connections crack like concrete.
Our deep coldness within that never numbs.
Each lone step tears, gazing up ahead for eyes to contact.
Is it the way we create, practicing our lives?
Waiting till that instant hits just right,
Splattering apart across the structure.
This disaster is beautiful,
can I depend on your commitment?
For I seek clarity within safe bounds,
Long for piercing pain to ground through me.
Evolve like burning radiating glass,
spinning out amongst these stars.
Forgive me, today is my birthday.
Being born again without the ropes
of bigotry, without social pressure
towards roles, and fear, and shame in pleasure.
I dream of screaming, and breathing in deeply.
The bullets pound out, time hurtles us through air and skin
Dare to jump off this cliff with me?
Just hold my hand, I promise to let it go.
...and we'll keep running after we've hit the bottom.
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Silence
The ocean of breathing
Reality of space and time, swooning
You look so hard for your chance in life
Meanwhile the buses are leaving you behind
We walked home to the couch and its ghosts.
Abrupt destruction, supreme corruption
One and all! Fall down in line, follow the car in front of you.
The lord is thine shepherd, thou shalt not want.
And in the end we are all reduced to ashes.
Dust to Dust.
The words here are wasted, millions of lives forcefully meaningful.
Meaningless.
And I still love you so much.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I want a girl
Borderless, kind and quick
Inside this darkness may hold no light
Within the space I fill invisible wings seem to flutter
They can see this grace-under-pressure
I am blind
If happiness is a warm gun
What does it mean to get hard over a cold barrel?
When I was a little girl I never knew
I would battle these pains of pleasing other girls
In school I just ignored them
Try to fit in and hide, slide on by.
What a waste of time, the biggest lie.
I want a woman.
Just look straight in my eye and tell me, it will be all be fine
Hold my hand, and shape me, let me see your life
Give me something to look forward too
Let me see the pain and doubt in you
My black shoes, black legs up on the desk
Please let tomorrow hold open a new door
This pain in my heart, frustration held back
Deserving of struggle, change and disgrace
Forgive me father, for you have sinned.
This world alone is not my place.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Black hooded sweater
Black leather
Sit this one out with me
Wooden bleachers, your locker
and the room behind the alley
Jealousy
I am hungry, please feed
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by:me