May Have Bitten Off More Than I Can Chew
So, I've been working on this thing at work, this big thing. This thing that many people didn't really think was easy to do. So, no one did it. I've decided to do it and in a somewhat frantic pace. So, it's cool, I think it sort of would bump me up in lots of people's eyes to being somewhat "senior." I even have someone working with me although I am sort of the go to person on it. It's cool, but, I've said I am going to finish it in 2 weeks and, well, yeah it's gonna be tough. I may have to go into the office over the next 2 weekends to get it done. I may even elect to skip this 3 day weekend and start curbing my drinking.
Once it's done though it will be cool, but I have a feeling I am gonna be little to no fun between now and then. Well, not no fun, but less so. :-/
Same sort of concept applies to the gym. At first I tought "4 days a week isn't much, I used to do 5 times a week in high school and it was easy." But I was younger then and there was 1.5 hours a day in school allotted to these workouts. There was no 10 hours of work + then heading to the gym and then trying to find something to eat at 11 PM. But I gotta stick with it, once it becomes habit it will be so much easier, I think these are the hard times when you're coming down from being amped at making the resolution and it hasn't become quite so routine.
Concerts are Awesome
Much love to Melladoree for coming with me to go watch The Dreaming Show was good, but shorter than usual. They got signed which is cool, but it apparently means they're too busy to hang out and drink with me. Oh well, next time, but the show was good. Some of their studio cuts leave me a little wanting but it's good to see they still rock live.
I was starting to really stress at work and not sleep. Sleeping in on Friday and then burning a lot of excess energy at the show was awesome. I need to find more shows up here to go see. I know there have to be some. I'm thinking 1 a week would be good :-D
That Holiday is Tomorrow
So yeah that one in which commercial America has dictated that the more you spend on someone, the more you love them, which is bullshit. It's always the thought that counts. Cherish anything handmade and not store bought. But, I'll be spending it working my ass off and then with my current crush which is the 24 hour fitness down the street. Fun, I know. Hopefully the rest of you will have better plans than me
Fortunately, the holiday makes me think of how much I've grown up emotionally and how it was good to sever some times with crazy people. Unfortunately, the holiday makes me think of mistakes I've made in past relationships
Time to stop putting my stream of consciousness into this journal.
Current Mood: Meh
and a bit reflective
I knew there'd come a day
when you'd discover,
I'm just an ordinary human after all.
So, I've been working on this thing at work, this big thing. This thing that many people didn't really think was easy to do. So, no one did it. I've decided to do it and in a somewhat frantic pace. So, it's cool, I think it sort of would bump me up in lots of people's eyes to being somewhat "senior." I even have someone working with me although I am sort of the go to person on it. It's cool, but, I've said I am going to finish it in 2 weeks and, well, yeah it's gonna be tough. I may have to go into the office over the next 2 weekends to get it done. I may even elect to skip this 3 day weekend and start curbing my drinking.
Once it's done though it will be cool, but I have a feeling I am gonna be little to no fun between now and then. Well, not no fun, but less so. :-/
Same sort of concept applies to the gym. At first I tought "4 days a week isn't much, I used to do 5 times a week in high school and it was easy." But I was younger then and there was 1.5 hours a day in school allotted to these workouts. There was no 10 hours of work + then heading to the gym and then trying to find something to eat at 11 PM. But I gotta stick with it, once it becomes habit it will be so much easier, I think these are the hard times when you're coming down from being amped at making the resolution and it hasn't become quite so routine.
Concerts are Awesome
Much love to Melladoree for coming with me to go watch The Dreaming Show was good, but shorter than usual. They got signed which is cool, but it apparently means they're too busy to hang out and drink with me. Oh well, next time, but the show was good. Some of their studio cuts leave me a little wanting but it's good to see they still rock live.
I was starting to really stress at work and not sleep. Sleeping in on Friday and then burning a lot of excess energy at the show was awesome. I need to find more shows up here to go see. I know there have to be some. I'm thinking 1 a week would be good :-D
That Holiday is Tomorrow
So yeah that one in which commercial America has dictated that the more you spend on someone, the more you love them, which is bullshit. It's always the thought that counts. Cherish anything handmade and not store bought. But, I'll be spending it working my ass off and then with my current crush which is the 24 hour fitness down the street. Fun, I know. Hopefully the rest of you will have better plans than me
Fortunately, the holiday makes me think of how much I've grown up emotionally and how it was good to sever some times with crazy people. Unfortunately, the holiday makes me think of mistakes I've made in past relationships
Time to stop putting my stream of consciousness into this journal.
Current Mood: Meh
and a bit reflectiveI knew there'd come a day
when you'd discover,
I'm just an ordinary human after all.
Wait, what day is it again?