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Prom Soon
So I hope no one is expecting anything of me. I do NOT dress up and definitely don't dress up well so...yeah. Anyway I was planning on running Bay to Breakers on Sunday so that was gonna mean no drinking for me until then and definitely no drinking Saturday.

I got to thinking though and, well, that sucks. So I've decided that I am going to just do everything I normally do and when I wake up on Sunday, if it is in time and I feel like it, I'll run that 12k. I've run farther than that before just nothing official. It'd be good to run but it'd be better to have a rockin' prom. That's my take on it.

Weight loss going better than expected
It's actually become a lot easier than I thought it was gonna be. Not that hungry any more and exercise way more than I ever did. Hoping to hit 190 by June, I think I'm at like 195 now but I haven't checked in a while. My jewelery is loose again, which is good. It hasn't been loose in years.

Mood: Coming up a little bit,

I was so afraid of losing everything I never had
now that I've got nothing left to lose.
There is nowhere left to run, no one left to blame.
There is only me, alone to face the demons in my head.
I will not be afraid, any more
The Dreaming - Afraid