What a day, and how it continues to drag. This has been one of the longest days I can remember in a while. Nothing exciting has happened, and nothing really to report. Ive been thinking a lot about my upcoming birthday this Friday. For whatever reason, I tend to get depressed around it and Im thinking that its probably a contributing factor in my recent rut/funk. I've mentioned the other things, well some of them in previous blogs...I say that like I have a ton before this one, ha. Anyway, yet another reminder about my good friend ThroughnThrough who will be in MR in about a week's time. I know shes stoked and I am stoked for her. Lets get this woman pinkified! Not sure what happened but all my favorite SG's vanished, which was a bit maddening, I added what I could remember back plus a few others.So far my return to SG has been pretty damn cool, I've already "met" a good few cool people and look forward to many more to come. I only signed up for 3 months, but Im fairly certain I'm gonna go with the year when I renew. Had a bit of a bout with my anxiety today for whatever reason, I have no idea what could of triggered it, but yeah. I just don't know what to do with myself lately, Im stir crazy, Im bouncing off the walls...I think Im certifiably insane, however that's not new knowledge. I don't work currently and I feel like I need a day off! I am hungering for change, positive change, and its been going that way here at SG. Another thing thats been really bothering me lately and it bothers me to say it cuz its so not like me, but I think I really need to get laid. It seems like eons since Ive had a piece and its quite annoying. I see guys at bars, the same guys at the same places leaving with different chicks every time and I wonder how does he do it. I mean all the women there must see him leaving with different chicks every time. Its not a money factor. Its not a factor of him being extremely attractive. Based on what a chick that went home with him once tells me, its not a matter of a huge cock. What gives? Someone said to me, "its just how he talks, he knows what to say" Ok, but don't people see him doing it time and again? Ah fuck it. Enough about that noise. As a matter of fact, thats enough of a blog for tonight. Til next time.
M.
M.
If I were you, I wouldn't worry too much about said other guy at the bar. As far as the girls not noticing him taking home a new chick every time, they are probably drunk and not too into thinking at the time they choose to leave with him.
Be yourself, be confident. You rock