wolfyone

Its always so hard to begin these things, I suppose that's my downfall with blogs. Ive tried countless times to keep one, but every time I choke on words as they try to make their way to my fingers. I usually have something good to say, it just never seems to come out right. This is a problem I've had for a long time. I say things and I know what I mean, but the other person doesn't and I end up sounding like an asshole and inadvertently offending someone. Such is life, honestly I get a kick out of offending people. Not so much friends, but people in general. I find myself growing more and more disgusted with this country I live in, being the USA for those of you abroad. I feel we've become such a pussy country since 911...it gets worse every damn day. Kids are being brought up to be so paranoid, its quite sad, more so maddening! So that there was a test..did I offend anyone? I hope not, cuz that was nothing. That wasnt said to offend, its how I feel, I never say anything, well usually say anything just to offend. So, here I am, back at SG, its been a great many years since Ive been here and Im pleased with the changes, tho structurally its quite the same. A very good friend is a hopeful and asked me to come hang out, so here I am. Its starting, I feel the blockage building up and my thoughts becoming jumbled as they try so desperately to get out of my fingertips...whats the deal with this crap? Why is it no matter how long I quit smoking for, the little bastards end up back in my life? Oh yeah, Im slightly ADD..so I jump around a lot...you'll get used to it, i did. I suppose I should try to tell more about who I am..or how I am..or where I am...or what I am...but I can't tell you why I am. I feel as thought I'll leave this for next time...this was an ice breaker..welcome to my world, thanks for stopping in.