I went to my aunt's funeral today. It was all right. I'm pretty socially awkward, especially with my family, and I didn't really know my aunt very well, but I got to see a lot of people whom I don't see very often, so that was nice.
Except that a lot of my relatives treat me like I'm scum. And I'm just polite! I do my best to be polite and make conversation and listen when they talk and smile and make eye contact and the whole bit, and they treat me like I'm something they scrapped off their shoe. Not all of them, my grandma and grandpa and a couple of my aunts are nice, but most everyone else is crap. These two people came from the church where my aunt died (well, it was the campus christian center), and my mother introduced them to me and some people who were sitting on a couch, and they treated us like dirt. I even got up and shook the guy's hand like you're supposed to, and he just makes this face like he wants to go wash his hand. They weren't even nice to my aunt, and she's "normal," whatever that is. He just shook her hand and walked off. Shitheads.
Other than that, stuff is okay. I have a lot of studying to do for my two tests tomorrow, and I have a billion other things to do, as usual. I'm worried about how stuff is going with Neil. Maybe it's because I'm think I'm getting seasonal depression, since I sleep way more now and I'm starting to have panic attacks again, but I'm just worried that maybe we're spending too much time together and getting sick of each other, or he's just mad at me, or something. I left him a message on his phone earlier today, but he probably hasn't got it yet.
But now I should go eat and study. My big test is phonology. The teacher is such a fucking flake. First, we were just supposed to follow the syllabus, then she changed the syllabus, and was writing our homework on the board everyday, and now she's stopped doing that. I know she's assigned chapters 1-5, but when I emailed her asking her what we're supposed to have read, she said it was only chapters two and three. And then she'll tell us specific sections and the pages in the book to read, but when you look it up, it's the wrong pages. For the last test, one guy spent like two hours memorizing the pages she said, and they were the wrong fucking pages. He was pissed. Anyway, I can't fail this class, so I better go study.
Oh, and Neil dyed my hair (thanks, Neil), and it looks awesome. I'll try to post a picture sometime. It's pink and yellow and green like it was before, but I think it looks much better this time.
And also, Manko's set is up! YAAAAY! Now I have to scout out some new Limbo Girls to watch for, but so far none of them look all that amazing.
Except that a lot of my relatives treat me like I'm scum. And I'm just polite! I do my best to be polite and make conversation and listen when they talk and smile and make eye contact and the whole bit, and they treat me like I'm something they scrapped off their shoe. Not all of them, my grandma and grandpa and a couple of my aunts are nice, but most everyone else is crap. These two people came from the church where my aunt died (well, it was the campus christian center), and my mother introduced them to me and some people who were sitting on a couch, and they treated us like dirt. I even got up and shook the guy's hand like you're supposed to, and he just makes this face like he wants to go wash his hand. They weren't even nice to my aunt, and she's "normal," whatever that is. He just shook her hand and walked off. Shitheads.
Other than that, stuff is okay. I have a lot of studying to do for my two tests tomorrow, and I have a billion other things to do, as usual. I'm worried about how stuff is going with Neil. Maybe it's because I'm think I'm getting seasonal depression, since I sleep way more now and I'm starting to have panic attacks again, but I'm just worried that maybe we're spending too much time together and getting sick of each other, or he's just mad at me, or something. I left him a message on his phone earlier today, but he probably hasn't got it yet.
But now I should go eat and study. My big test is phonology. The teacher is such a fucking flake. First, we were just supposed to follow the syllabus, then she changed the syllabus, and was writing our homework on the board everyday, and now she's stopped doing that. I know she's assigned chapters 1-5, but when I emailed her asking her what we're supposed to have read, she said it was only chapters two and three. And then she'll tell us specific sections and the pages in the book to read, but when you look it up, it's the wrong pages. For the last test, one guy spent like two hours memorizing the pages she said, and they were the wrong fucking pages. He was pissed. Anyway, I can't fail this class, so I better go study.
Oh, and Neil dyed my hair (thanks, Neil), and it looks awesome. I'll try to post a picture sometime. It's pink and yellow and green like it was before, but I think it looks much better this time.
And also, Manko's set is up! YAAAAY! Now I have to scout out some new Limbo Girls to watch for, but so far none of them look all that amazing.
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moniker42:
My dad is just an idiot.
query:
Happy Thanksgiving!