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I bought some clothes online last night. It sucks though because all the onsale stuff I wanted on Lip Service wasn't in my size when I went to buy it, so I had to get some of it from the Hot Topic website >_< but at least I got it. Shopping always makes me feel anxious. Kiki and I are finally going shopping on Wednesday, but we're just going downtown (we also plan on going to Willy Street and to the mall), and I don't even know if we'll make it through all of downtown. I like thrift stores, but sometimes I just get sick of everything I have feeling used and old and beat up, and I'd like some new clothes that I actually really, really want, but on the other hand I don't want to spend all of the $745 I have left. I'm going to try to spend like $500, but like I said, I do want to get what I want and not always have to not buy stuff.

Lots to do today. And tomorrow. And Monday. And ever and ever after that. Yucky.

I keep seeing Anthony Moore (my friend's scary ex who hates me). Last year, I saw him twice the whole time I was in school, and now I've seen him three times in the past two weeks. He's never said anything to me though, so that's good. He really does scare me. If I said that in my deadjournal, people would probably just think I'm being paranoid, and even Neil probably thinks I'm being paranoid, but this guy is seriously insane. I know other internet personality assholes, and they're just pompous and annoying, but this guy is like Oklahoma-City-Bombing/hiding-in-your-bushes-with-a-knife scary; and he was crazy already, and then my friend dumped him and he went to basic training in the army, and the military doesn't exactly do wonders for your mental state. So I'm hoping he's just a jackass online and isn't actually going to come after me. Every time I see him, he looks scarier and scarier. Right now he looks like a cross between a skinhead and those white power guys who build compounds in the forest.

I keep having flashbacks of last fall. Like how it was cold and the sun was really bright and how my apartment felt and all this other stuff. It's kind of weird.

I'm watching Valley of the Dolls this morning, and it sucks. Big time. Sharon Tate reminds me, looks-wise, of a very mainstream Voltaire.

Aiden has huge tits. I'd feel bad commenting that on her set, like "Damn! Your tits are HUGE. I mean, HUGE. It's amazing!" but they are. It's just weird because I'm not used to seeing anyone with breasts that big that aren't obviously fake.

My Super Saturday Six Limbo Girls Whose Sets I'm Waiting for (in no particular order):

Jem
Kiki
Squeak
Krystal
Claire
Amethyst

Who are yours?