Complain Master 5000: Complain!
I don't see why if Cody is going to be around tomorrow picking everyone up to go to his party, he can't just drop the stuff off at my house and have me pay him for it, since he'd be picking me up anyway if I were going to the party. And I would go except that I really don't feel like seeing anyone right now, and I don't want to be stuck out at some party where I don't want to be with no way home. Maybe I can get Liv to go get it with me on Saturday. She can drive. I shouldn't even be buyig it anyway, since it's not pills or shrooms, and I don't have any pot to mix with it, but whatever, I might not even be able to get any pills right now since Cal has been extremly iffy about all that for the past month. And Melanie might back out on the shrooms anyway in which case I will be stuck with an eigth and no one to split it with. One of the biggest problems with me and drugs is that when I finally do get them, I have no one to do them with. All the people I want to do them with don't want to, and all the people I could do them with, I don't want to see right now. I don't even want to have a party on Saturday, and I'm sure it will suck, but if I can at least score some drugs it won't be a total lost cause. I shouldn't be spending money on anything right now since I've overspent soooooooooooo much this month already, and I still have to pay rent, but this might be the only time I have to get stuff right now, so I'm going to get it if I can, and then I can just save it for a while.
I really shouldn't have hung up on my mom because then I couldn't gone to the grocery store tonight since now I want food and I shouldn't eat out, plus I have no food for tomorrow.
I don't see why if Cody is going to be around tomorrow picking everyone up to go to his party, he can't just drop the stuff off at my house and have me pay him for it, since he'd be picking me up anyway if I were going to the party. And I would go except that I really don't feel like seeing anyone right now, and I don't want to be stuck out at some party where I don't want to be with no way home. Maybe I can get Liv to go get it with me on Saturday. She can drive. I shouldn't even be buyig it anyway, since it's not pills or shrooms, and I don't have any pot to mix with it, but whatever, I might not even be able to get any pills right now since Cal has been extremly iffy about all that for the past month. And Melanie might back out on the shrooms anyway in which case I will be stuck with an eigth and no one to split it with. One of the biggest problems with me and drugs is that when I finally do get them, I have no one to do them with. All the people I want to do them with don't want to, and all the people I could do them with, I don't want to see right now. I don't even want to have a party on Saturday, and I'm sure it will suck, but if I can at least score some drugs it won't be a total lost cause. I shouldn't be spending money on anything right now since I've overspent soooooooooooo much this month already, and I still have to pay rent, but this might be the only time I have to get stuff right now, so I'm going to get it if I can, and then I can just save it for a while.
I really shouldn't have hung up on my mom because then I couldn't gone to the grocery store tonight since now I want food and I shouldn't eat out, plus I have no food for tomorrow.