wolfwood

I wish I had some reliable hook ups. Right now I get all my shit through one guy, and he can't always get shit. I want to get some shrooms. That's kind of my goal for the summer, to do shrooms, because I've never done them. I want to get some more speed too. I was supposed to get some before but then the guy was like "oh this guy's selling it for too much now; I'll find someone cheaper." And it's like $3/pill for 20 mg is not too much, but it was probably just that the guy wasn't selling it or didn't have any or whatever, in which case why not just say that instead of making up an elaborate story? Whatever. If I could just find a reliable, regular person to get speed from, and someone I could get shrooms and maybe downers or opium from, I'd be fine. I really wish I could get more kinds of stuff, but I don't know a lot of people and I'm probably not going to meet more people anytime soon unless my new roommates know anyone. I could've gotten shit so much easier in high school, or even if I lived in the dorms now, but now I can't get shit. Maybe when Pat's back in town he can actually hook me up and not just be like "Call Tony" because (A) I don't have Tony's number and (B) He doesn't know me so I'm not just gonna call him and be like "Hey, sell me drugs." Plus I don't even know a lot of drugs anyway, so if I did have cool hook ups I wouldn't know what to get. I like pills, but acid and mescalline would be cool, but no one can get either of those around here. Pills shouldn't be too hard though. Hopefully I'll at least be able to get more speed pretty soon. I called my friend and left a message but he hasn't called me back yet, and Nate was all like "Nick can get lots of stuff" but Nate's never around when I'm on. I'll see him tomorrow though, and the other guy too, so hopefully I'll be able to get some speed and find someone to get shrooms from. They're not that hard to grow. I should just see if Mad Hydro has any starter kits and if they do just buy one and say I found someone to hook me up. I'm sure Nick can get a ton of stuff but I don't know Nick anymore and I have no way to get a hold of him, and I don't think he liked me very well anyway when I did know him. He hates a lot of people. All I want is a stash and some regular, reliable hook ups. It's not even doing the drugs, just having them around and knowing I can get them makes me feel secure. I used to be like that with booze but now that I can get it I don't care anymore. Plus I'm kind of sick of it, or vodka really, and I'm really into uppers now. I have four pills left, and some vodka. I just want a big fucking drug collection and reliable hook ups and then I'll be satisfied.