wolfgarden

New theme song: "Dirty Little Secret."

Oh yeah.

Sort of...but not in a "OMG, CHEATER" way. Like, it's odd. Legitimate love triangle. But no one can know I'm in it, other than the people who are already in it. Ha ha. I'm two people's dirty little secret, but not a secret they're keeping from one another; so I'm their secret from the world.

I like...
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I have an obsession with teasing my hair. I cannot wait to have it long enough to be Bellatrix for the HP encyclopedia release. It's only past my shoulders now, though. Not even long enough to cover my chest. It needs to be at least to my waist to be proper Bella length.

I like the acoustic version of "I Am In Love With You"...
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I'm back to contemplating teaming up with a good photographer and shooting a Hopeful set for SG. I mean, I've been thinking about it for a while, but I'd need to have someone who knew me and liked me and I liked and knew to shoot the set, and I don't know anyone with a good digital camera who would be willing to take naked...
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Okay...so I think I wrote a song (songs?). Or song-ish thing. It sounds like it could be a song, but I've never done it before, so don't judge me too harshly. And don't steal, yo.

Straight from my journal, no editing, raw and untouched (the themes/topics change unexpectedly, I know, so I'll separate the pieces into paragraphs so the theme-changes aren't too abrupt):

You're impregnated...
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I am not in love with him. Just addicted to his company. And I think he's becoming addicted to mine, which is nice. We sang "Bring Me To Life" together last night, which I've been trying to hint at doing for a long time, but he was all "I don't want to hear Evanescence." Fuck that shit, I love Evanescence. They be mah favorite band,...
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Ida Maria is so good to listen to when I need a boost. I love her. If you haven't given her a listen, get to it. She's amazing.

I didn't want to fall in love with him. But I think I did. And I don't know why; I can see all his faults laid out plainly and he says he's found his soulmate in his...
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I just heard an awesome song: "Boys With Girlfriends" by Meiko. My life in a song.

Love it.

And I would really like to just...punch my best friend in the face. He's being...I don't even know what he's being, but I feel like he needs a good smack in the mouth, as Colonel Gentleman would say. This week has been like...serious "Ignore my friends for...
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I am officially commissioning myself to create a proper soundtrack for my life. It must include music from each stage of my life and music that pertains to each stage of my life through lyrics and style.

Oh yes. I love music.

I suppose it'll have to be a series of soundtrack albums, since hundreds of songs don't fit on one disc. Ha ha. Make...
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I love giant-sized note cards. I just love them.

I also love lots of music. Lots and lots of music.

Oooh, the shadows are long and I have a new roll of black and white film. I have two new rolls, actually. And a professional model is coming to class tomorrow to pose for us; I am super excited.

Saving my money for a good...
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I'm in a dark place, but it's a place of necessity. We can't always be in the light, and I think I like it better here for now. I don't want to leave, so I won't. I won't leave everything behind, either. I can coexist, for now. When I can't anymore, I can only hope someone will be there to help me.

The experiences in...
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