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Friday Apr 24, 2009

Apr 24, 2009
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I just heard an awesome song: "Boys With Girlfriends" by Meiko. My life in a song.

Love it.

And I would really like to just...punch my best friend in the face. He's being...I don't even know what he's being, but I feel like he needs a good smack in the mouth, as Colonel Gentleman would say. This week has been like...serious "Ignore my friends for my girlfriend" week. Fucking sucks.

I miss how we were before he got back together with her. That was so much fun. And even the weeks after they got back together were awesome. I miss our drives. I miss hanging out a lot. I miss laughing at him. And I love him, but seriously, I cannot take much more of this ignorance. It hurts.

We're supposed to hang out tomorrow, and he keeps ignoring me whenever I ask him what time or whatever. I hope he and is girlfriend have a fight. I hope they do. I keep wanting them to fight again so he'll take me on a drive and tell me all about it; they always fight, it's only a matter of time. It's a horrifically immature relationship, full of nit-picking and name-calling (real and fake), overt displays of affection, as if they're trying to prove they love each other to everyone else but themselves. It's a comfort zone neither of them are afraid to get out of. I hate watching it. I cannot feel love between them at all. It's awful.

UGH. I wish I could see him, though. I haven't seen him since yesterday. It's obnoxious not having any classes with him.

I wish I could say I was in love with him, but I can't because it wouldn't be true. I'm just...needy and want someone to come to me and use me as a backboard for their problems. I want to be the only confidant, and maybe I still am, but...I just feel like we're not the same. I like his girlfriend, I just hope she likes me. I like them better separately. They should just be friends. Really. Watching him in that relationship makes me not ever want to date him until he grows the fuck up.

And don't even get me started on his roommate problem.

FUCK.

Italian night in the main dining room was nice; cheese Alfredo ravioli. Yum.
viking:
Oooh, I'm gonna go listen to that! My friends are too geeky to have girlfriends so I never have that problem. (Thanks for the set comment pretty lady x)
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