wolffe

I'm angry. Ok, I realise that it's kinda typical for a redhead to be angry. But it's not a outburst, "i want to scream" angry. This is a slow, burning,seething angry that feels like it's going to make me sick, and is constricting my lungs. This anger would be caused by rude, obnoxious little girls who are controlling people in my life and therefore what I do on my nights off. I invited myself to my ex's 21st. No biggie, but apparently him and his girlfriend, have had a tiff (not about me, just in general) and today I got a lovely message saying "I'll have to rescind my offer to let you come. It would be awkward and inappropriate" (with the spelling fixed). No, "sorry", no explanation. I'm assuming that the above reason is why. Now, I don't really care whether I see him or not, what gets my goat is that this is stopping me from seeing all my friends from school who I rarely get to see. That really annoys me. If I see this girl in public in the next week, she won't know what hit her.

Welcome to my world babe, you won't stand a chance, because this hell and I'm the fucking devil.

In good news, I sent off my loan documents to the bank today, so I should be an official homeowner sometime soon. Fucking take it.