Whew... been working my ass off in school. 3D foundations is badass. Making 3D puppets n what not.
Only downside, I'm not into the whole art in school routine. I make art as it comes and as I feel it come from me. I'm remembering the training and the repetition of my artschool days and I'm beginning to grow back into it... so ya I had to retake a few classes. Might have to re-enroll as a freshman but all in all I'm enjoying myself between work and the uncertainty of what is going on with my "wife" and I.
We are great as roomies and friends, when the other aspects come into play it just isn't natural like the other interactions. And we both agree on it too, we do great as friends and roomies and as parents. I keep leaning toward that now because it just seems right and we won't lose each other or our connection to each other simply because one aspect was lost.
Sigh... where are the cute freckled redheads..
After all that's happened I've been thinking about that, exploring what I'm "attracted" to. Joined Fetlife.com to explore fetishes and possible dive into that self discovery. Personally I've always been fascinated with them but I myself have yet to find my own. I know I really dig eyes, well balanced freckles, red heads to some degree, I don't know, I feel deep down there has to be more and at times I realize it too.
I am always open to discussing and better understanding what its like for others with their fetishes. Anyone care to share?
Only downside, I'm not into the whole art in school routine. I make art as it comes and as I feel it come from me. I'm remembering the training and the repetition of my artschool days and I'm beginning to grow back into it... so ya I had to retake a few classes. Might have to re-enroll as a freshman but all in all I'm enjoying myself between work and the uncertainty of what is going on with my "wife" and I.
We are great as roomies and friends, when the other aspects come into play it just isn't natural like the other interactions. And we both agree on it too, we do great as friends and roomies and as parents. I keep leaning toward that now because it just seems right and we won't lose each other or our connection to each other simply because one aspect was lost.
Sigh... where are the cute freckled redheads..
After all that's happened I've been thinking about that, exploring what I'm "attracted" to. Joined Fetlife.com to explore fetishes and possible dive into that self discovery. Personally I've always been fascinated with them but I myself have yet to find my own. I know I really dig eyes, well balanced freckles, red heads to some degree, I don't know, I feel deep down there has to be more and at times I realize it too.
I am always open to discussing and better understanding what its like for others with their fetishes. Anyone care to share?
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And ya, we are not hostile or anything its just there is definitely a wedge between us in certain areas that one of us just can't overcome yet. So suggested we take the high road rather than force something to happen and diminish what quality connections we do have in our other roles for each other.
Course I've been sooooo out of the dating scene and with the background details of my life I'm not so sure people will be lining up to see me.. ahahaha.
Though I would love attention from some freckled redheads... sigh.
I want more on your fetishes and explorations I've been given enough to spark intrigue and now I want to know more more more ahahaa.