Cared for a dying woman on her last hours of life the other night. She had a friend with her until the last hour of her life. I'll have a few observations stated and leave you at that...
The time I knew this woman, who shall remain nameless, I had only known since she came to our facility. In the time I cared for her... Read More
First off Buddhism is not a religion... most people chalk it up to the god worshipers but its not. Buddha was a regular man from a wealthy family who upon leaving his rich home and basking in the sadness and poverty surrounding him in the real world he was shocked and slowly at first but rapidly in later years found a way to enlightenment. His... Read More
A long time ago I meditated in the middle of the room while a bunch of guys had a band jam session... it was odd.
no drugs or drink and I just laid on my stomach and focused deep on the shapes and colors of the static made by shutting my eyes. At one point they collide into larger almost spots and make what looks... Read More
I'm sure if I would have stuck with it, that I would be able to go into deep states like you described. It's truly amazing what you could do with your own mind in a state like that. Maybe I should pick it up again...
So I've been going to the gym regularly now on the days I don't work. and the best part is its a 24 hr gym so I go when I'm awake. I am in there on average from midnight-4am depending on what I'm doing. To add to that I'm attempting to have a good friend train me in Black Dragon Kung Fu. When I get... Read More
Works been fun. I had to switch my schedule cuz I got sick one day and they got pissed and called me and said I had to call back and change my schedule. People who work doubles like that can't be getting sick all the time. which apparentally means one day is too much? So I switched to only working 11pm-7am and its hilarious. They... Read More
so life's been good. Working my butt off, and its been interesting to say the least. I held a dying woman in my arms and her last dying breath grazed the side of my face. In most situations that is kinda odd or creepy or whatever, but it was actually a very interesting experience. I won't go into it too much cuz death is a... Read More
Wow, you are a very strong person indeed. I wish you both well in learning your respective instruments! Bagpipes kick some serious ass, but then again I am a bit partial to them!
For anyone who reads my blogs. send me your favorite pics. I need a flood of inspiration for artwork I'm gonna start flushing out of my head. I gotta force trigger my old ways back into my system and get back into the swing of things so I can stop making shit sketchwork and jump back into full on finished pieces again.
I'm using Oui... Read More