wolf69er

For most of you, on here I am a new buddy of you guys, but for those that really know me, know that I am straight forward about what I do because I do not like rumors about me, so most of my drama I make it known so that way there is no confusion on what is real!

now for the perpose of this blog, is that I just got an email from my X telling me that she got married and that she is happy and so on! What kills me is that I was devasted by this women for about two months enuff where I did not want to talk to any women! I think I will always be damaged because of what she put me through! But, I also learned a lot! A LOT! I am happy for her, because even do she put me through a lot I know she was going from place to place and it was not good for her, so I am glad she is in a place that makes her happy!

I can not help but to feel, strange inside, almost like I survived a war and now I do not know what to do with myself! Well, I will need a sometime to reflect and find myself more, for now I can say that I am glad I survived!