Back again, this morning to check mail and say hello. What's new with me, you ask? Well, first, thanks for the interest.
I'm happily waiting tables at the newest, hottest spot in town. I'm no longer commuting 2 hours to my office and corporate stress and I've never been happier.....and more broke. All is well except for the stress of making car payments and such.
I haven't been feeling well, despite my 'career-free' lifestyle. I can't eat. I try but just can't. I drink loads of coffee...and I do mean LOADS. I eat at the restaurant once a day and it's good, hearty food, but that's about all. I'm dropping weight like mad, and that's a good side-effect, I guess....I sure miss enjoying food, though! I'm feeling a bit lonely in this small town, but all in all, things could be so much worse. They come to me in droves, but they're all so wrong. No settling for me! Mom would be so proud.
Christmas is right around the corner. I would be lying if I said I felt festive and was ready for the holiday. I'm very relieved I'm not in retail this year, but otherwise, it still just doesn't "feel" warm and fuzzy like when I was young.
And then there's my internet. I'll just say that I'm online now and then and I'm ok with that (I guess I have to be, eh?) Why stress over things out of my control?
I might be done going out for a while. I believe my body needs a break. As innocent as it all is, getting in at 3 or 4 in the morning is not conducive to a healthy lifestyle when done so often. Beer and coffee, no matter how good, isn't the way to start feeling more energetic. I have started a multi-vitamin in hopes it brings me back to life.
I have recieved the socks (you know who you are!) and it's those little things we do for each other as a society that make me believe in the kindness of strangers (yes, 'strangers' despite my tits being online for all to see!
) But really...thank you. When I'm up and running and not sitting in a public wireless cafe, I will be sure to take and post good photos of me and the gift. Those socks may just be the only gift I get this year and that's ok, because they're mine and I like them! Sometimes the simplest things can really make such a difference.
So, if you've read this far, then I must've made a friend along the way.
I look forward to my next visit to the cafe to check on you all.
Cheers,
Laura
I'm happily waiting tables at the newest, hottest spot in town. I'm no longer commuting 2 hours to my office and corporate stress and I've never been happier.....and more broke. All is well except for the stress of making car payments and such.
I haven't been feeling well, despite my 'career-free' lifestyle. I can't eat. I try but just can't. I drink loads of coffee...and I do mean LOADS. I eat at the restaurant once a day and it's good, hearty food, but that's about all. I'm dropping weight like mad, and that's a good side-effect, I guess....I sure miss enjoying food, though! I'm feeling a bit lonely in this small town, but all in all, things could be so much worse. They come to me in droves, but they're all so wrong. No settling for me! Mom would be so proud.
Christmas is right around the corner. I would be lying if I said I felt festive and was ready for the holiday. I'm very relieved I'm not in retail this year, but otherwise, it still just doesn't "feel" warm and fuzzy like when I was young.
And then there's my internet. I'll just say that I'm online now and then and I'm ok with that (I guess I have to be, eh?) Why stress over things out of my control?
I might be done going out for a while. I believe my body needs a break. As innocent as it all is, getting in at 3 or 4 in the morning is not conducive to a healthy lifestyle when done so often. Beer and coffee, no matter how good, isn't the way to start feeling more energetic. I have started a multi-vitamin in hopes it brings me back to life.
I have recieved the socks (you know who you are!) and it's those little things we do for each other as a society that make me believe in the kindness of strangers (yes, 'strangers' despite my tits being online for all to see!
) But really...thank you. When I'm up and running and not sitting in a public wireless cafe, I will be sure to take and post good photos of me and the gift. Those socks may just be the only gift I get this year and that's ok, because they're mine and I like them! Sometimes the simplest things can really make such a difference.
So, if you've read this far, then I must've made a friend along the way.
I look forward to my next visit to the cafe to check on you all.
Cheers,
Laura
Merry Christmas
PS Can I get a link to the boobie pics?