Been feeling a bit down this last few days.
Had an excellent day on sunday...met up with my ex, jenny...we split up a couple of years ago. She's from the US and the long distance relationship just wasn't working. I ended it...one of the hardest things I've done.
She moved to London just before christmas and although we're still close friends...she doesn't wanna get back...
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Had an excellent day on sunday...met up with my ex, jenny...we split up a couple of years ago. She's from the US and the long distance relationship just wasn't working. I ended it...one of the hardest things I've done.
She moved to London just before christmas and although we're still close friends...she doesn't wanna get back...
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I slept til 3. I've been shuffling around the flat aimlessly for hours. I hate hangovers. I dont know *what* was in the wine last night but I was on another planet.
The loudest bird in the world has been singing right outside my window...I say singing, of course I mean shrieking. Next doors cat has parked its arse in the middle of my garden...
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The loudest bird in the world has been singing right outside my window...I say singing, of course I mean shrieking. Next doors cat has parked its arse in the middle of my garden...
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lioness4:
hello, i am great, that was a very much needed vacation 
1kiss_of_life:
Well, my brother asked again about my decision to scale back. This time he said he understood. He doesn't really "get it" but he understood why I wanted to alleviate stress. I'm not sure why he caused to much friction the first few times we talked.
Brothers are troublemakers. So quit it. It gives us sisters stress.
Brothers are troublemakers. So quit it. It gives us sisters stress.
Phew.....what a day!
Thanks for your support guys...it was really nice to come home to those messages.
Have just a few minutes ago accounted for all of my friends so things are good.
People here have been excellent...everybodys looked after everybody else...colour, race, religion, sexuality, country of origin, job, income level...none of it matters. Makes me proud.
As for so called terrorist attacks...they need to...
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Thanks for your support guys...it was really nice to come home to those messages.
Have just a few minutes ago accounted for all of my friends so things are good.
People here have been excellent...everybodys looked after everybody else...colour, race, religion, sexuality, country of origin, job, income level...none of it matters. Makes me proud.
As for so called terrorist attacks...they need to...
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squidbizkit:
Queens alright man!
Anyhow. The whole career thing. I am just torn. I can not figure out how much of it is me and how much of it is what I am doing. I aint gunna reach my potential in my current situation.
Anyhow. The whole career thing. I am just torn. I can not figure out how much of it is me and how much of it is what I am doing. I aint gunna reach my potential in my current situation.
1kiss_of_life:
I know you are asleep now but I was looking over some emails and comments before going to bed. You crack me up.
But no more bike riding while drunk. I hope you aren't still bleeding. I mean, not on the sheets. Please wash the sheets. I'm not gonna. Just sleep on the floor next time.
Seriously, I hope you didn't get hurt too badly. I'm sure you didn't feel the full effect of it before you went to bed, in your state.
(sorry, i just had to add that last line, oops.)
But no more bike riding while drunk. I hope you aren't still bleeding. I mean, not on the sheets. Please wash the sheets. I'm not gonna. Just sleep on the floor next time.
Seriously, I hope you didn't get hurt too badly. I'm sure you didn't feel the full effect of it before you went to bed, in your state.
(sorry, i just had to add that last line, oops.)Firstly, I wanna thank all you guys for my birthday wishes
It was really nice and put a big smile on my face.
Phew....what an intense few days! Hahahahaha. I had monday and tuesday off work....and as fate would have it...erm, had to pull a sicky at work today too....I just couldn't handle it.
My birthday was excellent...had a very fun long weekend drinking, hanging...
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It was really nice and put a big smile on my face.
Phew....what an intense few days! Hahahahaha. I had monday and tuesday off work....and as fate would have it...erm, had to pull a sicky at work today too....I just couldn't handle it.
My birthday was excellent...had a very fun long weekend drinking, hanging...
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1kiss_of_life:
are you ok?
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are you ok?[Edited on Jul 07, 2005 8:31AM]
squidbizkit:
Hope you are alright buddy.
Talk to you about the other stuff when the noise fades.
Talk to you about the other stuff when the noise fades.
Mmmmm food! Never underestimate the importance of good nutrition!
Went to the McDonalds drive-thru last night
bleugh....I bloody hate McDonalds...the food there truly is toxic waste...I got the munchies after being on the beers at 3 this morning though, and it seemed like a good idea. The burger and fries feel like they've formed one big bowling ball that I've been carrying around in my...
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Went to the McDonalds drive-thru last night
bleugh....I bloody hate McDonalds...the food there truly is toxic waste...I got the munchies after being on the beers at 3 this morning though, and it seemed like a good idea. The burger and fries feel like they've formed one big bowling ball that I've been carrying around in my... Read More
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1kiss_of_life:
Well yes, you should have guessed, doc. He is my ocd, although it existed before him. He's the object of my delusional disorder. And tearing up is a sign of being the perfect man. My dad is perfect. And of course ... click the spoiler
And tearing up is a sign of being the perfect man. My dad is perfect. And of course ... click the spoiler
About Grant's mom, I thought about befriending her. Then I worry about increasing my chances for getting caught alone with the dad again. That doesn't bother me as much as his reaction to her if she did build self-esteem. I have no idea of his temper. But can't you see me walking in .. "Let me show you how to handle your husband ... Married? Uh, no, I'm not married." There's that and the fact I'm not trained. Like I'd need training to deal with the likes of him. heh. don't analyze that. it's not a control issue, he's just mean.
What a lovely day! Well, the weathers a bit shite here...and I'm a bit hungover....but I'm off work til wednesday weeeeee!
I have to say, I'm wearing the worst fucking underpants in the world. So I go out shopping last week and buy all these boxes of pants...nowt like having a nice new pair of pants on...I've opened a box every day this week, and...
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I have to say, I'm wearing the worst fucking underpants in the world. So I go out shopping last week and buy all these boxes of pants...nowt like having a nice new pair of pants on...I've opened a box every day this week, and...
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Friday night, frighday night....
Still celebrating from my interview....did i get the job? Who knows? It was a fucking excellent game on my part though...
Still celebrating from my interview....did i get the job? Who knows? It was a fucking excellent game on my part though...
squidbizkit:
Fuckin great. Nothing like being on your A game.
What kind of job may I ask?
What kind of job may I ask?
Hiya guys!
Phewwhat a day!
By rights I should be tucked up in bed, or have my nose in a book or somethinghave got a job interview in the morningits the 4th interview with the same peopleshit, they like to take their time! The guys thatre interviewing me are a bunch of university lecturers, its gonna be a tough one. On balance I probably shouldnt...
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Phewwhat a day!
By rights I should be tucked up in bed, or have my nose in a book or somethinghave got a job interview in the morningits the 4th interview with the same peopleshit, they like to take their time! The guys thatre interviewing me are a bunch of university lecturers, its gonna be a tough one. On balance I probably shouldnt...
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1kiss_of_life:
I wasn't popular really. I didn't really have a certain group. Popularity was determined by money I guess mostly. It's a small town so just having the right last name can make you popular. Sports ranked you up there too.
I always like the guys who made my friends say, "What? You like him?" Not that he would ever have known it though. I was too much of a dork for that.
You mentioned going on to do some really cool stuff. Well one weird kid who I thought was so cute, did just that. (no, i never spoke to him of course)
http://www.fortune.com/fortune/print/0,15935,1050065,00.html You don't have to read it all but about halfway, you'll see the name Chris Payne. Can you imagine saying to your boss, "Mr Gates, I need $100 million and 18 months to build a search engine and I want all of Microsoft's brainiacs to help." And he says yes. Now that's some cool stuff.
Oh and good luck tomorrow. I'm sure you'll do fine. Just don't say anything too weird.
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I always like the guys who made my friends say, "What? You like him?" Not that he would ever have known it though. I was too much of a dork for that.
You mentioned going on to do some really cool stuff. Well one weird kid who I thought was so cute, did just that. (no, i never spoke to him of course)
http://www.fortune.com/fortune/print/0,15935,1050065,00.html You don't have to read it all but about halfway, you'll see the name Chris Payne. Can you imagine saying to your boss, "Mr Gates, I need $100 million and 18 months to build a search engine and I want all of Microsoft's brainiacs to help." And he says yes. Now that's some cool stuff.
Oh and good luck tomorrow. I'm sure you'll do fine.
Just don't say anything too weird. [Edited on Jun 30, 2005 8:50PM]
squidbizkit:
pass the fries and ketchup please.
Started today finding out that during the night someone had smashed the lock on my motorbike seat, turned it on its side and syphoned all the petrol out...little bastards, its a pack of kids...they hit a different neighbourhood every night....last time they did mine was about 6 month ago. I'm not really even annoyed, there was only about 2 quids worth of fuel in the...
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1kiss_of_life:
See, I knew you could figure this out. Remember, three masks at least.
riva:
::sings:: "Sexy man...sexy man..." How are you today, sweetness? 
Hannibal Lecter is my hero.
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riva:
You're going to spoil me!!
lioness4:
aha, it is a hair conspiracy. i am sure my sis would if we were on the same side of the ocean
About the guy I was dating and his son ... nope. I have no idea.
And no that's not Maddy, her eyes glow purple in pictures.