Tuesday Jul 12, 2005

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Been feeling a bit down this last few days.

Had an excellent day on sunday...met up with my ex, jenny...we split up a couple of years ago. She's from the US and the long distance relationship just wasn't working. I ended it...one of the hardest things I've done.

She moved to London just before christmas and although we're still close friends...she doesn't wanna get back together...at first I didn't either...but the more time I spend with her, the more I can feel myself falling for her. She's just one of those magnet people and whenever we're out we really bounce off each other...that doesn't come often for me.

I know getting back with her is just asking for trouble...she's incredibly destructive and that was one of the main reasons we split up....AND she's gonna be going back to NY eventually because she can't get a visa....fuck, I can't stop thinking about her though.

So this is why I'm feeling blue...I guess it wouldn't be so bad if I'd met anyone recently that I liked...where are all the witty, sparky, intelligent, sexy girls?

Anyway....not one to let gloom last more than a few days I've taken some positive action...

I've hunted around and found a couple of organisations that organise lots of social type events....not like speed dating...the idea isn't to get a shag...they organise stuff like trips to the theatre, mountain walking weekends, wine tasting evenings, ski trips, diving holidays....kind of activity type stuff...thats what I need...a catalogue of cool stuff to do, and a bunch of like minded people to do it with....anyway, I signed up for both of them 5 minutes ago and am already wondering how long the catalogues will take to arrive.

Hey, got some excellent news though...am back in touch with my mum and sister and have organised to see them soon. It's a funny thing being without a family...in some ways liberating...but I have missed them.

Hope all my SG friends are doing good! biggrin

love

Witness01

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1kiss_of_life:
Oh about what it could mean, about the MN dream that is. The only MN correlation I've found is that the most recent US quarter minted was that of MN. I've seen them recently and often. I think that's why it keeps popping up in dreams.

About the guy I was dating and his son ... nope. I have no idea.
1kiss_of_life:
MN, mid-state, is about 15 hours away so it'd be no day trip. But even if it were closer, I'm too analytical mad to stick a pin in a map. I wish I could but my brain won't stand for it.

And no that's not Maddy, her eyes glow purple in pictures. eeek That's Czar my monster cat. That is his reaction to me dancing around the room to loud music. It's also his reaction to me grabbing his baby face and giving him a big kiss on the forehead. One of these days, I believe he's going to rip off my face and call me Clarice or something. wink

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