Hiya guys! 
What a lovely day!
Mmmmmm, it's getting a bit warmer and milder and the air smells *gorgeous* after the bit of rain we've been having...I really appreciate being out of the city, if just for the air alone!
Okay, so two weeks exactly in to my clean living regime and I'm feeling amazing...in every way, I've got so much energy its untrue and am generally walking around with a daft smile. It's quite a shock to think that just quitting the booze and doing some tantric exercises has had such a massive difference...
I used to take 'shrooms to help me with vision quest type things...during those I'd connect with more primative parts of my psyche - perhaps primative is the wrong word - more natural...it was like i was connecting with the Horned God, for those who know about things like that...I was me, but also some archtypical natural male figure....it would always fade though....how I feel now feels very similar...its so hard to explain....
Everything we do needs a certain amount of energy...when we have little energy everything seems so hard, when we have lots everything seems easy and anything seems possible....how different would our lives be if all of our decisions and choices had been made when we were full of energy....
There's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes, I threw them to sea but a gust blew then backward, and the sting in my eyes which you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living.
Bought "The Photo Album" by "Death Cab For Cutie"....good album, although not as strong as "Plans" - but then it *is* much older...there was this one song though "Styrofoam Plates" - it sent shivers down my spine...I listened to it about 10 times....probably more...
The thing I love about this band is that their lyrics are so astute...I dont think I've ever heard anything as intuative or touching as "Brothers On A Hotel Bed".
Anyway, it's really good to be back!
And thanks to MrPandaGoRound for his lovely words
xx
What a lovely day!
Mmmmmm, it's getting a bit warmer and milder and the air smells *gorgeous* after the bit of rain we've been having...I really appreciate being out of the city, if just for the air alone!
Okay, so two weeks exactly in to my clean living regime and I'm feeling amazing...in every way, I've got so much energy its untrue and am generally walking around with a daft smile. It's quite a shock to think that just quitting the booze and doing some tantric exercises has had such a massive difference...
I used to take 'shrooms to help me with vision quest type things...during those I'd connect with more primative parts of my psyche - perhaps primative is the wrong word - more natural...it was like i was connecting with the Horned God, for those who know about things like that...I was me, but also some archtypical natural male figure....it would always fade though....how I feel now feels very similar...its so hard to explain....
Everything we do needs a certain amount of energy...when we have little energy everything seems so hard, when we have lots everything seems easy and anything seems possible....how different would our lives be if all of our decisions and choices had been made when we were full of energy....
There's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes, I threw them to sea but a gust blew then backward, and the sting in my eyes which you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living.
Bought "The Photo Album" by "Death Cab For Cutie"....good album, although not as strong as "Plans" - but then it *is* much older...there was this one song though "Styrofoam Plates" - it sent shivers down my spine...I listened to it about 10 times....probably more...
The thing I love about this band is that their lyrics are so astute...I dont think I've ever heard anything as intuative or touching as "Brothers On A Hotel Bed".
Anyway, it's really good to be back!
And thanks to MrPandaGoRound for his lovely words
xx
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fiesty:
you are most welcome hun!!!
lioness4:
hello you! did we make our return at almost the same time? good to see you back