witharibbononit

That past week has sucked.

Lately I feel like none of my friends are worth anything, I give more than I get back.
I let anyone come over and stay at my house, eat my food, drink my beer.
I go out of my way too make my friends feel better when something is wrong and do anything I can to help them out.
Someone wants their hair done for free, I do it, for free.
I help them with money and never ask for it back even when I'm really short on cash.
But whenever I need something, or just someone to talk too. Its out of the question to ask anyone.

I like helping people, but when you give a little they all take a mile and you don't get shit in return.


I just don't know what to do anymore.
I have nothing here, I don't learn anything at school.
I never want to go to school.

I want to do something crazy with my life, which probably means getting out of dayton.
I want an opportunity to do anything but sit here and waste my life away. anything.