feeling the tool very much this fine morning. it's a nice day and i have a citrus peach smoothie (self-made thankyouverymuch!) in hand. it might be a better day today! am going to get a new tattoo hopefully soon. it's a lyric from a song that i absolutely love. it's called Parabola by Tool. it hold a lot of meaning for me. anyway, here's the song. take a look if yah feel likes it!
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Alive, I
In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.
the lyric that i'm getting tattooed is "this body holding me; be my reminder here that i am not alone." i think it's going to go on my abdomen, not quite sure yet. 
it's gonna hurt like a sunofbitch!
that's ok though. lately been feeling sort of masochistic. i keep scratching myself up and biting and bruising myself on purpose. it's not that i get off on it, it just feels like something different, like it helps ease mental pain or something if manifested in physical form. i dunno, i've never been a cutter or anything, but for some reason it seems to help. i feel the need to bleed. lol, i sound ridiculous and melodramatic.
anyway, here's the torture for today. revel in it bitches, revel i say!!
Venom should not be allowed to drive.
love and scratches,
Teh Witchbaby
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside
This holy reality, this holy experience.
Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Alive, I
In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal
All this pain is an illusion.
Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.
the lyric that i'm getting tattooed is "this body holding me; be my reminder here that i am not alone." i think it's going to go on my abdomen, not quite sure yet.
it's gonna hurt like a sunofbitch!
that's ok though. lately been feeling sort of masochistic. i keep scratching myself up and biting and bruising myself on purpose. it's not that i get off on it, it just feels like something different, like it helps ease mental pain or something if manifested in physical form. i dunno, i've never been a cutter or anything, but for some reason it seems to help. i feel the need to bleed. lol, i sound ridiculous and melodramatic.
anyway, here's the torture for today. revel in it bitches, revel i say!!
Venom should not be allowed to drive.
love and scratches,
Teh Witchbaby
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eenafets:
Hey there, you are such a sweetie! Sorry about all the drama on MySpace, I'm on there too so you'll have to look me up (as Stef). Thanks for all the sweet thoughts! 
artrob:
how can i make it up to you baby?? 