omg, i just read this letter that my best friend left me on my computer. he moved to arizona in the past week, leaving me all alone. 
i'm really upset about it, but, as usual, i just detach myself and don't show it. i've gotten pretty good at turning off my emotions in order to survive something saddening.
anyway, here's the letter. it got me all teary-eyed!
Ok I totally knew you wouldnt wait until May, so you might as well call me after you finish reading this
I remember when I first saw you in Human Sexuality, I heard you telling someone about 'Hellsing' and I remember thinking 'Oooh, anime geek. I must watch this person.' That class in particular was one of the best classes I ever took, it epitomizes (is that a word?) the college experience I always wanted. You and I and a handful of other people were ones that actually regularly talked, and I knew quickly that you actually had a head on your shoulders as opposed to most of the girls I knew. After talking with you for a long while during break and after class, you invited me to your LAN Party/Housewarming party. I think that's when you first hog-tied me and raped me with your..
Yea, Uh, I tried to block most of that party out. But the following parties, following weekends, I always looked forward to. I finally had someone worth a shit to hang out with in this godforsaken county, and this awesome couple that were into everything I was into and more. They introduced me to Tool and APC, as well as expanding my collection of Rasputina and impressing me with their geek knowledge.
This past year has been the worst in my life (not that there are many years in my life so far) and throughout it all you and Ryan have given me a place of refuge (I totally typed that refuse) to get away from my life and just...exist. Your generosity is astounding. You would bitch about not having enough money for things and then buy me something because you knew I was broke. You always made sure I was comfortable, and made sure that I had an out in case I wasn't.
I could go on and on about how many things you've done for me, how you helped me, saved me. But really what I was building up to is how great of a friend you have been to me and how I feel fortunate for having met someone as great and caring and wonderful (lets not forget sexy) as you. You're truly one of those people that you never forget (whether or not that's a good thing is still undecided) and you're most certainly someone I never want to lose contact with.
I'll come visit yo' ass, so you better make sure there's room for me on the couch. Once I get settled i'll give you a physical address, and maybe we could actually write each other. I've always wanted a penpal type person...
<3 <3 <3, love love love, grope grope grope, headscratchy
Mason
i miss him so much already!!!!!!!!!!
btw, everyone welcome my friend to SG, Lumenagerie he's teh SeXX0rz!
i'm really upset about it, but, as usual, i just detach myself and don't show it. i've gotten pretty good at turning off my emotions in order to survive something saddening.
anyway, here's the letter. it got me all teary-eyed!
Ok I totally knew you wouldnt wait until May, so you might as well call me after you finish reading this
I remember when I first saw you in Human Sexuality, I heard you telling someone about 'Hellsing' and I remember thinking 'Oooh, anime geek. I must watch this person.' That class in particular was one of the best classes I ever took, it epitomizes (is that a word?) the college experience I always wanted. You and I and a handful of other people were ones that actually regularly talked, and I knew quickly that you actually had a head on your shoulders as opposed to most of the girls I knew. After talking with you for a long while during break and after class, you invited me to your LAN Party/Housewarming party. I think that's when you first hog-tied me and raped me with your..
Yea, Uh, I tried to block most of that party out. But the following parties, following weekends, I always looked forward to. I finally had someone worth a shit to hang out with in this godforsaken county, and this awesome couple that were into everything I was into and more. They introduced me to Tool and APC, as well as expanding my collection of Rasputina and impressing me with their geek knowledge.
This past year has been the worst in my life (not that there are many years in my life so far) and throughout it all you and Ryan have given me a place of refuge (I totally typed that refuse) to get away from my life and just...exist. Your generosity is astounding. You would bitch about not having enough money for things and then buy me something because you knew I was broke. You always made sure I was comfortable, and made sure that I had an out in case I wasn't.
I could go on and on about how many things you've done for me, how you helped me, saved me. But really what I was building up to is how great of a friend you have been to me and how I feel fortunate for having met someone as great and caring and wonderful (lets not forget sexy) as you. You're truly one of those people that you never forget (whether or not that's a good thing is still undecided) and you're most certainly someone I never want to lose contact with.
I'll come visit yo' ass, so you better make sure there's room for me on the couch. Once I get settled i'll give you a physical address, and maybe we could actually write each other. I've always wanted a penpal type person...
<3 <3 <3, love love love, grope grope grope, headscratchy
Mason
i miss him so much already!!!!!!!!!!
btw, everyone welcome my friend to SG, Lumenagerie he's teh SeXX0rz!
annalee:
sorry your friends gone so far away x
sorry your friends gone so far away x