Wednesday Apr 27, 2005

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Apparenlty I'm a big fat whore for flashing one of my guy-friends in order to make him drink for the first time.

I regret nothing of this act save for it's inadvertant affliction upon a friend whom I thought to have more reason than irrationality to him.

Ah well, live and learn I suppose. Perhaps a reconciliation will occur, perhaps not. And yet if it takes so little an act to make me unseemly in his eyes, then so be it. For I know that there is much more to me, and to him, than that.

All I have to say is, ouch. blackeyed
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deadly_photo:
You had to flash to make someone drink? I'd let you flash me anytime! love
slamcage:
Anytime someone passionatly rejects you for something you've done, it is something in them they don't want to accept. It sounds like he is sexuality repressed. Which is fairly common, but will have negetive effects later on. What is suppressed at this moment will only come out stronger later on. tongue
Also, when there is something in one's self they don't want to accept, they will feed you jibberish about how it is wrong, and try to get you to go along with that bullshit. Don't believe high and mightyness. In truth the person preaching feels the oppisite of what they are saying. It's like priests molesting little boys, they tell people not to have sex in all kinds of decent and logical ways, and then they go fuck with kids minds and futures. It is a shame. Denial is to be avoided. Speaking of which why were you trying to convince him to drink? Drinking is a way of not dealing with your problems. Usually people drink because it gives them an excuse to act stupid and express themselves, when in fact, they should be able to express themselves freely, wildly without a drug. When one accepts themself and is able to express themself it brings about a ton of positivity and is not destructive like alcohol. Soberness is fun, weeeeee wink .

[Edited on Apr 28, 2005 11:45AM]

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