witchartist

Hi SG,
I hate to be so down in the dumps, but I've had a hard time over the past few weeks and found myself spread too thin. I feel like I am spinning my wheels and devoting too much time to things that never yield any tangible results.

I started two Yahoo groups and thought they would really take off, but nothing has happened...
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Hi,
Life really doesn't suck all that much after all. I thought I might feel terrible at this time of the year ...about my mother and all... but after that ritual dispelling the guilt and having the chance to create more artwork than I ever have in the past, I feel pretty good. Now if I can deal with the aches and pains of old-age...
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Hi,
I am very happy with all the comments people posted in answer to my question in Pagan Peeps about being solitary or working with a Coven. I don't feel so lonely anymore. I'm still horny as hell, but so what else is new!

I found this poem about my mother while looking through some old writings. I wish I had sent it to her before she died.

I took a walk with my mother the other day.
I noticed how slowly she moved and tried to match her pace.
It was difficult to do.
I felt compelled to speed up.
I felt held back.
My mother is 73...
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Hi again. I wanted to see if I could actually post something or if I would keep getting bounced. So I will try again. I've tried three times to update my dating profile because another member told me it sounded too desparate and maybe too depressing? I'm not so desparate anymore. I know now it's pointless. It's too bad though, because I have so much...
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Hi SG,
I'm going to try a test, this is only a test.

Once again I have been terrible about writing here. Oh well, no time like the present.
I had a tough week dealing with the sale of my late mother's condo and trying to find a place for many of her things here at home, but things are looking up. Time will take care of the pain.
I wish I chose my friends better, one in...
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Hi...
I am back from a very difficult and emotional trip to Illinois to close my mother's condo and take care of her estate. I don't have words right now to describe my feelings. I need to write and paint to figure out how I feel and time to grieve.

I hope to make some more friends here. It seems I need to reach out...
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Hi,
I'm off to Illinois to settle my late mother's estate. I'll be glad when the paperwork is done, then maybe I can grieve the way I should've been allowed to do before. I hope I can make some friends here...I love this site, but don't know how to fit in really. Isn't that the goofiest picture...I look like a Captain Kangaroo reject.
Bye for...
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Hello again,
Life isn't so bad after all. My mother's death has put me on an emotional rollercoaster. I go from deep depression to moderately high, highs...the other day (and my journal entry reflected this) was a low. Now I can see the sunshine again.

I wish Niobe would be my friend again...don't know what happened. Maybe my absence from here? Where are you?

Maybe...
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