Hi Blog,
This is going to be short and sweet. I sent some e-mail here and posted some comments that (after reading them later) may have given the impression I was going to do myself harm. I won't...but that doesn't lessen the intensity of my feelings or change the message I wanted to send. I love many of you so much I can hardly stand it and would never do anything to willingly hurt you. I was in a place yesterday (and I'll save the details of why because they are VERY embarrassing) that I have been in before, a dark place where suicide was the only option in my mind. I made the mistake of coming home and referring to it on Facebook and coming on here and writing to people I truly care about...and may have scared? I need to calm down before I write things that may sound self-destructive and somewhat ominous! Still, as I say, my message to my wonderful and supportive friends here is I do love you very much. That will NEVER change. I do wonder why I don't get many comments or much for e-mail. I know people are busy so I won't panic, but I am here. I am working away on portraits and other pieces of artwork. I am also deep into getting ready for another school year...the in-service meetings are finally over and I actually got to see the little urchins today!!! Next week I get to start teaching again...Pre-Kindergarteners!!!
YAY!!!
Okay...this is not really short so I will say good night. I really do love SG and everyone here.
This is going to be short and sweet. I sent some e-mail here and posted some comments that (after reading them later) may have given the impression I was going to do myself harm. I won't...but that doesn't lessen the intensity of my feelings or change the message I wanted to send. I love many of you so much I can hardly stand it and would never do anything to willingly hurt you. I was in a place yesterday (and I'll save the details of why because they are VERY embarrassing) that I have been in before, a dark place where suicide was the only option in my mind. I made the mistake of coming home and referring to it on Facebook and coming on here and writing to people I truly care about...and may have scared? I need to calm down before I write things that may sound self-destructive and somewhat ominous! Still, as I say, my message to my wonderful and supportive friends here is I do love you very much. That will NEVER change. I do wonder why I don't get many comments or much for e-mail. I know people are busy so I won't panic, but I am here. I am working away on portraits and other pieces of artwork. I am also deep into getting ready for another school year...the in-service meetings are finally over and I actually got to see the little urchins today!!! Next week I get to start teaching again...Pre-Kindergarteners!!!
YAY!!!
Okay...this is not really short so I will say good night. I really do love SG and everyone here.
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cadavre:
thanks okay honey. I'll still hold off on that skirt!
cadavre:
Getting paid is always fantastic