Hi Blog,
This is just a short post because I can't seem to get my emotions under control. I feel like I am being a burden to people, friends here and elsewhere, with my emotions. I can't get these feelings under control and I constantly wonder if I am asking too much of people. Do they really want to hear about my pain? Do I ask too much?
I go to therapy and things are good, but then the demons come back. I want so bad to get off this damn rollercoaster and the demons won't let me. You see what no self-esteem will do to a person? I have to get the demons off my back otherwise how can I ever help the kids I work with build their self-concepts and grow...how can I help them avoid this heartache? Goddess, I just want it to end.
To all the people out there in SG land who have experienced emotional pain and distress, especially bullying, I feel for you...my heart bleeds for you...don't give up, don't let the beast win.We need to gather together and watch each other's backs.
I love you all...thanks, Blog for listening.
This is just a short post because I can't seem to get my emotions under control. I feel like I am being a burden to people, friends here and elsewhere, with my emotions. I can't get these feelings under control and I constantly wonder if I am asking too much of people. Do they really want to hear about my pain? Do I ask too much?
I go to therapy and things are good, but then the demons come back. I want so bad to get off this damn rollercoaster and the demons won't let me. You see what no self-esteem will do to a person? I have to get the demons off my back otherwise how can I ever help the kids I work with build their self-concepts and grow...how can I help them avoid this heartache? Goddess, I just want it to end.
To all the people out there in SG land who have experienced emotional pain and distress, especially bullying, I feel for you...my heart bleeds for you...don't give up, don't let the beast win.We need to gather together and watch each other's backs.
I love you all...thanks, Blog for listening.
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I do hope you will keep up your fine work with the paper and pencils- don't know about you. but it really helps me pour out my feelings when I have some paper there to catch them.
I say feel free to vent here- it's what we're here for!!!
-PEACE-