wishicould

HAha, I just added my journal to my comments page. Oh well thank the higher for cut and paste...

Well my night wasn't as heroic as I had intended, but I think when a person hopes for the best and gets sort of close it's alright. At least I'm alive to try again, right? I should also say that it makes my day to get invites from pretty girls. I will be taking you up on that very soon. I'd love to meet you also.
I have to break up with the girl I've been seeing today. I'm such a pussy though. I haven't had to "break up" with someone in a long time, I mean a looong time. I'm really draggin my feet about it. I feel so selfish, but on the other hand I think I'm entitled to be. I'm conflicted...I think I'll go have a beer, and mow the lawn.