Hmmm
Today I slept 12 hours.
It was nice. A rare occasion.
Then I rolled out of bed at 6pm. I ate some stuff, watched some stuff, took a shower...and that pretty much sums up my day. I was a fat lazy...er, monkey.
I guess I thought a bit about whether or not I should leave the country in a couple o months like I've been thinking.
I was going to head to new zealand and just travel until something inside me clicked. A journey of self exploration so to speak.
But know things are complicated, girl friends are unhappy with the idea, and I'm all chicken shit to go even though I know I should. I figure one day something will click and I will just be on a plane to new zealand and I'll never look back.
But maybe that's just wishful thinking
*sigh*
Today I slept 12 hours.
It was nice. A rare occasion.
Then I rolled out of bed at 6pm. I ate some stuff, watched some stuff, took a shower...and that pretty much sums up my day. I was a fat lazy...er, monkey.
I guess I thought a bit about whether or not I should leave the country in a couple o months like I've been thinking.
I was going to head to new zealand and just travel until something inside me clicked. A journey of self exploration so to speak.
But know things are complicated, girl friends are unhappy with the idea, and I'm all chicken shit to go even though I know I should. I figure one day something will click and I will just be on a plane to new zealand and I'll never look back.
But maybe that's just wishful thinking
*sigh*
lunafox:
New Zealand....i would love to go there one day