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so I believe that there is something out there...no clue what it is but its definately out there. for now we can call it Kharma. Most of the time its jsut little things that we dont notice, opening the door for someone, returning somoenes lost sweater. other times it can be very large gestures such as finacial donations or life altering events. recently one of my not so close friends was in a car accident, she has nothing to her name so i donated a large sum to her paypal account. 3 weeks later I get a check from The state saying I overpayed on my taxes...for a little over the exact amount I donated!!!

The Dark Side.
My mother lost her voice about 4 weeks ago, and has been going to every doctor under the sun to figure out why, at first the doctors said allergies, wrong. I got a call on thrusday letting me know that theyfound a mass in my mothers lungs. after rushing home we learn they the mass = very tiny polyps in her lungs. so now we are on a frantic search to figure out what they are. My mother is the most god loving, christian woman I know and just keeps getting attacked by cancer and illness. this is the unexplained harsh side of life, maybe not kharma, but it sucks whatever it is.