wisdomtooth

I normaly don't complain about life on places like this but since I'm pretty sure nobody is going to read it I'll go ahead and do it anyways. It seem like for the past month life has just been throwing me one curve ball after the next. I made a stupid mistake and now me and my girlfriend of two and half years are no longer together. So I thought just going out and dating would help the situation I started talking to another girl that I always saw at shows and shared alot of the same interests with and just ended up thinking I rushed into something that I wasn't ready for hurting her in the process and because I have been in a shit mood I haven't been going to my classes which has in turned hurt my grades.

It just seems I can't get anything going in the right direction for me and I'm just getting really fed up with everything. Plus I don't want to sit and complain to people they have enough to deal with in their life I don't need them feeling bad for me. Luckily I have some shows coming up and we are going to be getting high speed internet in the room so I can actually game online and me and my roommate can start our radio show. So I don't know I guess all I can do is hope that shit picks up and I can figure out what the fuck I need to do with my life. Now I'm going to leave you with some lyrics from blacklisted.

Going through the motions, Can't turn back time, I've lost all devotion, I've had inside, Like anyone I've learned to play like I'm blind, I've learned to believe I'll always get by, So many times I've wished my emotions would just give in, So I could be anything, Anything but human, Like anyone I've learned to play like I'm blind, I've learned to believe I'll always get by, Life moves on or so I'm told, Life moves on when your gone.

Dead Veggie