wisdomhope

sooo my best friend comes home to visit in 19 days.

i'm getting a car by the end of march. woot!!

my 3rd & new job starts officially march4th.

once i get a car, i'm getting some tattoos done :]
super excited for that.

i'm talking to a new person... trying not to get too excited.
but my hopes are starting to get to a moderate and frightening level...

IN CASE ANYONE HASNT HEARD WHAT HAPPENED IN THE LAST YEAR...

i was dating brent, the guy with the gauges that i have a pic of on here,
we lived in my car and with friends for 5 months. i spent all my money
on us, it sucked. it was a bad decision. but it was an interesting life
changing time.
then he fucked up. cheated on me a bunch, i found out, left him.
he beat the shit out of the girl he cheated on me with. went to jail.
i hate her so i really don't give a fuck about him hitting a girl. not
that any one cares but he's been out for a whiile and is back in utah.

12 hrs later i was engaged to my bf before him, mike. within 3 and
a half months, we went from living with my mom, to living with a
girl i knew from school, she ended up being psycho. i spent all my
money on taking care of him because he was a piece of shit and
couldn't keep a pizza delivery job i got him & refused to look for
work. he stole my car while i was at work one day and totaled it.
few weeks later he finally admitted to cheating on me with a guy
fall of 09. all the while, beating the fuck out ofme every few weeks...
2 weeks after the admittance, i left him.

after leaving mike, i lived with 2 of my friends for nearly 2 months
before finally getting my own place.

nowwwwwwww i work 3 jobs and relax when i'm not working.

sooo that's the last year in a pen cap.ha.