Well more bad news tonite. the g-ma is seill in a coma and just found out one of my best friends through high school passed in his sleep last nite. not even 40yrs. old. we did alot of shit together, football, auto racing, and yes a lot of partying. i knew he got carried away and did try to help yrs ago to no avail. may he rest in peace. 
nexttuesday:
coraldarling:
I am so sorry. Hang in there. If you need to talk, feel free to message me. Hope all is well otherwise. Take care. *Hugs*