I had a dream last night that i was walking around a mall of sorts with my girl, although i looked like the Aquarium of the Americas where i used to work, and was regularly harassed by a group of punks. during the course of the dream i subdued one or two of them quietly, but while in front of a Hagen Daz three or...
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"I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself including the things you might be ashamed of love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,...
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its strange really. i wish i had jack sparrow's unique compass right about now.

do i know what i want? yes.
do i know how to get it? no

i'm sitting here typing this knowing full well it too will be ignored by all save one. honestly i don't really know what the matter is. i sometimes feel like a part of myself is dying....
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Very happy weekend for me. My tattooedbella once again has a job that she enjoys. After the complete BS she had to endure at her last job this one is a welcome change. i'm so happy for her.

Spent the weekend with my best friend Melissa and went trick or treating with our friend and her 7 month old son. Pretty nice evening. but our...
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I have the most amazing girlfriend in the universe. we've been chit chatting over MSN for the last several hours and the smile has not once left my face. A rare thing indeed to have a connection so tangible despite the distance between us. She is the answer to my downness and the antidote to any bad mood that poisons my day.

I you Tattooedbella.

i do not move through life in a traditional manner. as far back as i can remember i have carried out my day to day goings on in a non traditional manner. people watch the things i do and don't understand them. but i do. my actions seems careless, uncoordinated, and to many just plain dumb, yes i always land on my feet.

Part of...
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oh yes, very very good day for me. The Saints offense finally shows up for work, 31-6 baby, and i have that evil monster known as my final algebra exam blissfully behind me. And i got a 90% on it which will be enough to get me a passing grade. The stress and the anxiety is finally over.

all this combined with that i finally...
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this is the week. tomorrow i tackle that loathsome algebra exam, and with the help of my cousin and my best friend i shall be victorious.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nothing like a blood pumping ride around the city followed by a stimulating warm shower afterward to brighten your day. still i'm not as young as i used to be. and my legs feel a bit wore out. hahaha

i'll get myself back into proper shape soon enough. living in buffalo and riding through snow, thought extremely sucky, toughens you up. never the less i'm...
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i've been doing math all day long and i am trying to take comfort in the fact that i only have 1 more week of this insanity before i get a break from it. Doing math puts me in a grumpy mood and the Saints playing piss poorly does zero to help matters.

but thanx to a awesome girlfriend i have the lovely ladies of...
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