wilona

Congrats on the job

amazing new pics gorgeous .. hurry up and find a photographer!

xx

This rat was f-ing huge I had to get some thick dish washing gloves to pick him up with cause I was not about to let this pest bite me. Oh and Happy Valentines Day

Happy Valentine's Day!

Cool rats, pictures needed muchly. The panties look cute too.

Rats are great... a top pet and just such cool little things to have around

well another fun day at work ... got much to do today?

x

ah i know that feeling well!

i have to go give some presentations today so my day is going to be crap

so you won't be on much today then ... or will u just be getting further behind

x

It sounds like you're on to him - you know how he's trying to manipulate you and you're not about to let him do it anymore. Good. I recognize that he might be a good guy in all respects other than his insecurity (of course I may be giving him more credit than he deserves, but for the sake of argument let's say I'm right on that), but his insecurity alone is enough to doom the relationship. It's not healthy and eventually it will cause you great misery if he doesn't wise up. But as I said it sounds like you've got a good handle on what's going on - the hard part, though, is following through if he doesn't change and you have your emotions to deal with. That's when you have to be strong.

Despite my understanding of his uncomfortable reaction to SG, I agree with you... if it's important to you and he just will not accept it, then he's trying to control you, to change you, and that's not cool.

There's a difference, in my experience, between letting your girlfriend know you disagree with something, and telling your girlfriend she's not allowed to do something.

Once someone gives you an ultimatum, it's time to hit the road.
If it's important to you to do this, he should understand that.
It's not about him, it's about you. He's trying to control your actions, and that's not his place in life, and he doesn't have the right to do it.
I get why someone would be bothered by the concept of their significant other doing nude modeling (not me. I wouldn't care who got to see it. I'd get to have it in real life), but the fact is, it's not like you're proposing doing porn. It's just pictures of you as nature intended. Not really a big deal, in my opinion.
I just think he's trying too hard to run your life, and from what you've written, he's not doing much to earn his place at your side.
And you know what? You're too young to be tied down to someone like that. Walk away and have some fun (which you don't appear to be having much of now). You sound like you're settling for him because of the past. Move on, and if you're as important to him as he appears to be to you, he'll come crawling back regardless of your actions. If he doesn't, then he's not worth your time. Find a guy who appreciates you more. You're pretty, and you seem very sweet, so find someone who appreciates that.

Yeah, that's pretty much exactly what she says... "you're the only one who gets to touch me." I understand that, it's lovely to hear of course... in the end like I said, we would work through it if it was really important to her, and I'm sure you and your guy can work through it if it's important to you.

Ooo, call for references means you're top of the list! Congratulations!
And look at you on T.V.! All famous with a slit throat. That's pretty awesome!

It does help pass the day, doesn't it?

If he wants to be with YOU then that includes all the things that come with YOU - your hopes, your ambitions, your desires, your wants, your needs. SG is one of those things he's just gonna have to deal with.

I'm glad you're feeling optimistic. Your new profile pic is teh hawtness

i'm gonna have to agree with the above people (especially on the dating kemper [would be so hot] ) but seriously, guy sounds like a douche. got a friend just like him and he's a douche too

Now for my umpteenth post on this journal...

I just caught sight of the latest picture you uploaded (you, nude, in a room etc.), and I can use only one phrase to describe you...

In-fucking-credible.

You make me wish a) I lived in England b) you were single c) I had any ability to attract women.
Damn. You're just a treat for the eyes, my dear.
When you become a SG (which, if you submit a set, I believe is an inevitibility), you're going right into my Favourites list.

Well good luck with the pics, and job