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Anyone think I should come back?

Well....
I moved out and it's over for real this time =(
He punched me.
It didn't hurt very much.
But that's not the point is it?
I don't think I could ever get back with him after that so i reckon i should stop trying to please him...
Maybe.

frown frown frown
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shaun87:
What a dick, he should never have hit you. Glad you decided to come back.
puff:
i miss ur cute arse
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I'm leaving Suicide Girls.

I really messed up my relationship because of it.
And I became someone I didn't really want to be.
I was slutty, and disrespectful, and I hid things from my boyfriend.

I'd really love to be a Suicide Girl, and maybe one day I'll come crawling back if it doesn't all work out.
But I'm willing to give love one last...
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ireland_:
Aww, add me on Myspace so we don't lose touch! MySpace.com/LuxieDarko

It's completely understandable that you'd choose your b/f over SG. Naked girls are fun, but they can't cuddle and cover you in kisses when you need them most. Good luck with your relationship, hon!
pacmanman:
ill miss ya
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ericdravyn:
I sincerely hope you are reading all of the messages here... have you seen how many people are concerned for you?
Have you taken everything that they're writing to heart?

Seems to me that if you were such a horrible person, there probably wouldn't be a single response here.
Does this make us all horrible people for caring about you?
If we're not, then you're not... simple as that.

I can't express myself any better than all of the people who have written in before me; go back and read them again.
Don't do anything drastic; you need some time and distance from this to be able to see things for what they really are.

Let us know what else we can do for you; you are very well thought of here, obviously, and we want to make sure you're going to be okay.


love ARRR!!!
skull_kid:
I'm not like well... apparently most people here... where I think any and all online flirtation is always ok. There has to be some limits, and they have to be based on how comfortable the person you are in a real relationship may be with all of it.

But with that said, I've seen a lot of your flirtation and it all seemed very innocent to me. And either way, hacking into a private account shows a lack of trust that would have been an issue eventually anyway. Better off without him.
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thehiddenword:
You are most definitely not a bad person. No one should try to control what you want to do, what friends you see or talk to. You need to be yourself... A mature person would recognize that and let you grow and be who you are without trying to control you.

Stay strong and know that there are people all over the world that love you and care for you.

Hugs,

THW
souspire:
I am terribly sorry to see you are going through a tough time. Believe me, you will heal and gain the perspective to make you feel strong again.
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So, it's Tuesday.
I had a pretty average night last night, the boys came round and we did fuck all again.
I cooked lasagne and it was delicious, but I ate a bit too much and felt sick blush

So, since I don't have too much to write about today, I figured I'd write a little bit about myself so some of you can get to...
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vermin:
I replied to your email but you'd already have left work by the time in arrived. Boo. Wish i could give you a hug frown xxx
i_am_brucelee:
hells yeah enchanted. to be honest, what ive seen of you and what you have written about yourself that i have read, you are damn near the dream girl for this humble boy.
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socal_drew:
Hott pics wink
matty4:
Love those pics of you, shame about the whole vomiting thing, still happens to everyone wink

Good luck if you do shoot a full set smile x
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Mmmmmm, nice night last night.

I had dinner at my mum's with my great uncle from Poland who was visiting England, and my Polish grandad who's as deaf as a post. Dinner was okay, though a certain someone was distracting me with naughty pictures! Tssskkk.

I got stoned when I got home and had a nice relaxing evening with lots of naughty texts too, so...
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alphatendencies:
Sounds like a wonderful time.
Amituofo
shaun87:
Mmmm cake
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OH.
MY.
GOD.

The internet went down at work yesterday, and I totally freaked out and had an awful day. I couldn't do anything fun! I spent all day doing filing and tidying *sulks*

But I'm back so YAY! smilesmilesmilesmile

News in the world of Spider? Hmm...
I bought some hair dye yesterday, but I'm not quite sure which colour is going where etc.
You have...
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zamuzel:
The internet went down at my work this week for three days.
I swear the solitaire application has never seen so much action!
justplaindoomed:
Obviously I need to go to your work.
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Happy Tuesday, guys =)

Tuesdays for me mean counselling.
I don't want to go tonight, but I didn't go last week.
I feel fine, I don't know what to talk about!
Blergh.

Last night was great.
The boys came round, and we all got ridiculously stoned!
I find it easy to get along with guys, but obviously my boyfriend seems to think I fancy them...
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hemightbegiant:
See, I've wondered the same thing about if girls feel the same way around their naughty parts.
But...since I have never had a vagina, and never will...I can't really answer that.

I will tell you this...nothing feels weirder than when my penis falls asleep. Yes...it is possible. If you sit wrong and cut off circulation, the penis and balls...will get pins and needles.

Talk about a funky feeling.
lostinspace:
Well, I dunno. I thought my ex was loyal, but after we broke up, she said that she was all kissing on one of my friends. That was a HUGE shock, because I trusted her so much. So, you can never really say, I suppose. And, this occurred about 3 years into the relationship. blackeyed I'm not a worrier, but after that, how can you not think twice about trusting people again, you know?
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deadbodyparade:
I do hope you find it and enjoy it. I really found it to be a good read (he has a great command of the English language).
Keep in mind though, he's essentially a big scam artist (they don't deny this, and neither does he), so it is hard to get entirely on board. But it does reflect my belief system quite well.
phix:
Thanks for the friends request and the lovely comments....also YAY lets start a riot tongue and i'd love to meet you and loads of others on the site we really do need a big central meet biggrin kiss