wilona

There's so much I wanna say right now... I just can't.

I started writing this blog with the premise of emptying my head of excessive thoughts about love and life, and my ideas about how and why I've failed so far at both.

I spent most of the morning staring out over frost covered hills trying to figure out where I'm going wrong. I've got a few ideas.

It's not that I don't know how to put it, more that I don't think I can handle anyone knowing who I really am. Or at least who you'll think I am. Either way, I guess some thoughts are best kept to the dark confines of my mind.

I wish this wasn't so hard.
I wish things were simpler.

One thing I will say is that I do worry that I might be alone forever.